Saving Me

Fall

   I jumped off the bed. I gasped and standing in the middle of the room. This was the craziest thing I'd ever heard.
   "You're kidding right? There's no way.... Me. I. No way. Its not possible." My mind raced. I couldn't believe it. Never in my life did I think it was true. He stood up and walked to me. He wrapped his arms around me putting his hand in my hair. I searched his face for a glint of sarcasm. But failed to find one. He looked me in the eyes. Everything was moving so fast. The next thing I knew was His lips on mine. He pulled stress from my body. I let myself go. Falling into his strong hold. The kiss was only a minute but felt like forever. Zach held me tight and we kissed again. A fire burned deep in my soul. A lust for him roared like a lion. I pulled him closer and made the kiss last. He gently picked me up. My back was against the wall. I put my legs around him. My hands went up his shirt. The kissed stopped and he dropped his gaze. He set me back on my feet. As fast as it happened it was over.
  "I'm sorry....I just... You had...." He looked back up at me. He walked away from me. I couldn't spit out the words. I was completely stupid stuck. He walked to the other wall. Zach had then punched the wall. I gasped. I turned my head to the side. Tears feel down my face.
  "I'm sorry..... I just....needed that.....I got carried away..."
   "Its not you. You don't understand. I can't love you. It kills me."
    "I could get the cure and leave. You'd never have to worry." I was crying and tears burned my face. I just didn't something I shouldn't have. "I mean everyone here hates me. I put y'all in danger. I just know it. I'll face Aiden and finish school. I'll find another pack. It'll be as if I was never here. I'll disappear." Tears fell at a constant rate. My heart was breaking. I felt terrible.
   Zach looked up and saw my tears. Pained was plastered all over his face. "No. You can't I need you. I finished school. Ill live with you. But I can't love you yet. You need the cure. Then we could be together. I'll even change you if you want. But I can't lose you like....like...." He froze. His lip quievered for a second. I saw a pain in his eyes. I just wanted to kiss him again. I looked him on the eyes. Tears still fell but slowed. He grabbed my hand and hugged me. He apologized. I said I needed a walk. Alone time.

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   I sat on a stump. I knew I was in earshot of the house. But I didn't care. I was crying now. Everything had hit me. Aiden, school, Zach, being part werewolf and part vampire, plus the cure. I was lost in this world. I wanted someone to love. I felt so alone. Two weeks ago I was with Aiden. I would be making dinner. We would go to bed. Watch tv. Turn it off and turn "it" on. I was mostly happy. But now I was lost and broken. I finally broke away from my dangerous love but found another. I remembered our kiss. I had never felt anything like it. Not even with Aiden. Zach had sent a shockwave through my body. A fire started.  Burning with the feel of our connection.
    The sun began to set so I began to walk back. But I got lost. I couldn't find my way. I tripped and layed there. My vision was blurry from crying. Eventually I feel asleep on the cold hard ground.....