Jimin's POV
I like my best friend. Does it sound weird? Yeah, it kinda is.
Yoongi is my closest friend, and I've always wanted to just confess to him and tell him I love him. But I just can't....he's already got a girlfriend...
I took another swig from the bottle of whiskey. Yoongi was at his girlfriend, Areum's house, leaving me to drink all of my worries down. It was so hard to deal with this one sided love because I craved Yoongi. He's so kind inside that tough exterior.
Yoongi listened to my problems just like I listened to his. We have so much in common and we're best friends. But I developed feelings for him quickly. He already had a girlfriend by then...
My phone buzzed on the coffee table loudly, irritating me. I staggered to the coffee table, the whiskey bottle still in hand. I picked up to hear Yoongi's smooth voice answer from the other end.
"Jimin? I was wondering what you were doing. Dammit, pick up quicker next time!" he scolded.
"Hah! As if you'd care. You got a girlfriend to worry about, so why worry about me?" I yelled, ever word slurring. As much as I tried to make my words comprehensible, I didn't do a good job.
"Yo, are you drunk?? Hold on, I'm coming!" His voice rose, startling me a little in the drunk state I was in. I drank from the bottle again, emptying it and setting it down on the coffee table with a loud clatter.
"Don't you dare. This is my house, you stay out! Go to your girlfriend!!" Yoongi hesitated to speak for a second and took a deep breath.
"I'm not sure why you're getting jealous about Areum, but you're my best friend, man. I'm just looking out for you." His voice was calm but hinted genuine worry. I LOVE YOU DAMMIT," I wanted to scream. But no words came out. I needed to keep myself in focus so that I didn't say something stupid.
"Yoongi, I'm warning you, I'll call the police if you come over." My head ached and I fell onto the floor, the phone flying out of my hands.
"JIMIN?! JIMIN?!?!?!" I heard him scream faintly from the phone. After hearing his voice, I blacked out.
Yoongi's POV
Areum stroked my face with her finger tips after I slammed the phone down.
"Shit!!" I cussed under my breath. I quickly got up from the bed and put my clothes back on, rushing to the door.
"Yoongi! What are you doing? Aren't we going to--"
"There are more important things to think about, Areum, try to understand! Your fucking fantasies aren't important to me right now," I interrupted, running over to my car. It was quite chilly, and I'd left my jacket in Areum's bathroom. I decided to ditch it and drove blindly to Jimin's house.
Fuck, I loved Jimin so much, I would die for him. I got so fucking worried when I heard the phone fall to the ground. Jimin doesn't know that I like him, and even though I know he might like me, I didn't know how he felt about it....he knows I have a girlfriend already.
The truth is, I don't feel the love between Areum and I at all. I thought that by dating her, I could forget about my love for Jimin and move on, but I didn't. Every time I slept with Areum, all I could think of was Jimin on the bed instead of her. Jimin was the only person constantly on my mind...I just wish I could tell him.
I reached his house and parked in his driveway. I walked up to the door and knocked frantically.
"Jimin! Jimin!! Open the fucking door!" I yelled. There was no response. Anxiety built in my stomach and I vigorously turned the door knob. I couldn't open the damn door.
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