This isn't some formal thing. And this book isn't going to help, but I'm sure captain doesn't want to see me moping around. There is work to be done, there always is.
I guess these gorram things are for complaining and that's what ought to happen.
Well here it is. It's only been a week. One week since Wash has been...
And seeing captain in his seat puts bitterness in my heart where it ain't supposed to be. It reminded me when Wash said that I had two husbands.
I wanted to save him. I wanted him to have been fine. I'm a soldier and I thought I'd be a might bit prepared to loose the love of my life but I wasn't.
And even though I got the crew and everyone is trying to help it ain't working. No I wasn't prepared to loose either one of 'em. I need Wash. Well I needed Wash and it would've been mighty hard without Captain but I don't need two husbands.
Funny, guess I ain't got two anymore.
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The Diary of Zoe Washburne: Firefly
FanfictionAfter Wash's death, Inara suggest that Zoe, even as tough as she is keeps a diary of all her thoughts and dreams. This story has some dialogue but is mostly Zoe's entries. ( not to good at descriptions but enjoy :) )
