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Rules and Regulations

All I see around me is freedom. This person has many opportunities than I do and I sit here thinking wow that just great. Nothing but less tolerance and patience for those who get their lives granted with gifts and luxury.

Nowadays, I feel restricted to do the things I want to do with my love one and friends, I'm not going to take it seriously to the point were I end up disappointing myself. I'm not usually the jealous type but I see myself feeling either sorry for myself and others. No one is never satisfied in this world.

The arrogance, bragging, and flaunting isn't appropriate for how you kook as a person. Though, I observe how people act nowadays.

I have to pay attention to my own actions and see how I am capable. There are lots of things that I will never be proud of that I have committed but I sure will make it up to myself and God.

Telling myself that I will be okay in my adulthood and that I am thankful and bless for everything that God has given me. My intellect tells me that I am capable, I can do things through Christ that strengthens me, and I am alive.

Even though I remind myself these things, I have to think for a moment and recall exactly what can I do to make myself better again. I sure fell like I have lost a part of me during this year, but I know in my heart and soul that I can do anything and be anything I can and need to be.

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