Girl meets Love

9.

Riley's POV.

I couldn't belive it. He really said that line. That line he also said on our first date. I had a mental throwback to the date. To the date we kissed. My heart beated faster and I almost couldn't breath.
I took a very deep breath and walked slowly away. I guess it was too  loud because Lucas and Veronica looked at me. Lucas was surprised and looked like he didn't expect me. I am sure he knew that I heard it.
"Riley? Riley!!"
He yelled at me but I already was running. Running away from him...from the world...from my life...

I reached my appartement and closed fast the door and slowly falling on the ground. My back leaning on the door and it was just me in the entire house. I looked at the couch and suddenly I heard Lucas' voice.
"Riley..."
He knocked the door more than one time.
My eyes filled with tears but I didn't want to cry. Not for Lucas.
"Riley...please open the door."
Now I couldn't hold the tears  back. His voice became quiter and I could feel that he was leaning back to the door too.

After the night,with no sleep, I realized something that changed everything. I finally realized that Lucas didn't love me at all. All the time I had a little hope... But now he even took my hope... I remembered Maya and the line she always says..
"Hope is for suckers"
She's right,she always was.
Now I just had a broken heart,that I tried to heal.

I took a deep breath,closed my eyes,and smiled. Smiled over the pain.

I sat the whole day on the couch watching romantic movies and eating chocolate and crying.
But then there was a scene in a movie that got my attention and I stopped eating.
"You know what? I won't be like this! I WON'T CRY BECAUSE OF A BOY! I don't want him to think that I'm too weak...I'll be strong."

I had to be strong,too. I couldn't be crying just over a boy so I made my blurry make-up again and straightened my hair. I took on an skirt,a t-shirt and some nice shoes. I walked to the mirror and looked at myself. Still some tears in my eyes and I still look sad. I tried to smile as real as I could and to look strong. I walked to the door and opened it but when I opened it,Lucas fell onto the floor. I guess he fell asleep that night on my door but when he fell on the ground, he woke up.
"Riley!? Riley we have to ta--"
He stood up and started talking but I just walked away and closed the door after me.
"Riley please,stop!"
He said and grabbed my arm.
"What? WHAT?! About what do you want to talk? Shoot! I'm listening!"
I tried to show no emotions,even though I was dying inside.
"About yesterday...What did you hear?"
I started to act sarcastically like nothing happened yesterday.
"Nothing...I just saw you two swallowing each other's faces."
"I know that you are lying!"
"Then why are you asking Lucas? Why does this bother you so much? Why?! You have no reason for it,ha?...If you don't have any,then please shut the heck up and let me alone,and try to annoy or talk to me but just if you dare,because the old Riley you all know...the Riley who saw evertime the best in a person...that Riley died,Lucas Friar...That Riley got killed yesterday...by you!"

I wanted to walk away but Lucas grabbed my arm again.
"Why are you reacting like this?!"
He asked me with a loud voice, his face turnted out red of anger. The old me would try to calm him down,but now,I just wanted to make him angrier.
"Why should I not? My best friend for years preffered a slut, he knows for just a few days, over me! This best friend didn't apologized for calling me a liar! And also this best friend wanted to "talk" to me but I realized he just wanted me to be there when he makes out with this stupid slut!"
Now I got red too and became full of adrenaline.
"Don't you dare to call my girlfriend a slut!"
"Why? Because it's the truth? What kind of woman goes with hot pants and a bra to a bar at 3am? What kind of woman wants you to flirt with her?! What kind of woman wants to go to your house at 4 am in the morning!?"
His eyes were blood-red and he breathed faster.
"And why do you like her? Because you are a man like that!
You deserve a girl like her,because every other girl is too good for you! There are so many  girls who are better than her...but you don't see them because you are blind.But that's good because you don't deserve them.YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT,LUCAS FRIAR!"

His hand turned into a ball and I saw that he was turning into Texas-Lucas and suddenly he started to yell.
"I hate you Riley Matthews...I wish I never meet you...I wish I didm't catch you that day...I wish you just fell and didn't come into my life!"

A/n: They all savage here in this chapter...and please don't hate me for it ;)