f e e l i n g s.

chapter one i guess

*im using code names in case anyone i know reads this LOL*
crush-liam
best friend-adrianna

So I have this problem.

I've liked Liam for about two months. Now I'm not really good with feelings, so I decided to tell him. I told him, and he said he liked me, but his feelings weren't strong enough to date. So I guess I was happy. But a couple days later, he told me he was over it, so I got upset. Then for the next two months, I've been trying to get over him. But I can't, so I guess my feelings were stronger than I thought.

Now, my best friend Adrianna told me that she and Liam have feels for each other. When I found out, I cried myself to sleep. So Liam and Adrianna like each other I guess, and it sucks for me.

Adrianna thinks that she has to hide her feelings because she's trying not to hurt me, but now I feel like it's my fault. I don't want them to resent me because I'm close with the both of them. I don't want to be in the way of them.

So now, I'm heartbroken, and they aren't.

But the problem is, why can't I get over him? Why do I give him the light of day? Why is he always on my mind?
Why is she not telling me the truth?

Most of all, what it wrong with me?