As I wished that I was bird and I could fly from all this pain, and away crop her, I spent my time thinking what I want to do, as I rose my hand, I asked the teacher may I use the restroom, but instead, I went to the roof as I step to the edge, I look down, it's so high, I feel the wind whistle in my ears, flowing through my hair, I feel alive, once again, as I'm about to jump, she comes back "Stop!!! I don't want this to happen to you, I'm sorry I hurt, I'm, I'm selfish, I'm horrible, I shouldn't of ch-" I smile with tears in my eyes and I look at her "It was your choice, your life, im happy, that you was happy, at least you found someone better then me" I smile more with more tears in my eyes as I close my eyes "You don't deserve me, I'm broken, I'm hurt, I'm empty, I'm nothing" I lean back as I fall of the roof, she runs and reaches, but fails as she watched me fall, and with my last breath of life, last moments, I word to her, my last and final words, the truth, of how I felt for her, I stare into her eyes as she cries while staring into mine and I say "I love you" and I blow her a kiss as my body hits the concrete, my body splatter on the ground, body parts everywhere, all the people who bullied me, all the people who cared, even my family, they was there to pick me up early, cause it was my birthday, they saw me dead, they ran to my body as the cried, sirens, everywhere, cops, ambulance, as most of the people left in shock was taken home early, the teachers, questioned, and her, she went home, and never left her room for months.
