As the all too familiar feeling of an anxiety attack washes over me, I try to remember why I feel this way; and it is always the same reason.
It's because I don't know what's happening. I'm not a control freak but I need to know where I am, the people I'm around and what's happening. The situation I'm in right now is exactly the opposite.
I'm in a sea of people in a strange shopping centre and I can't see Jakob.
The feeling of drowning I have now become accustomed to is growing stronger so to combat this I think if things I know for certain rather than the things I don't. My name is Sophie Wilson, I am 15 and in year 10, I love music and singing, my best friend is Jakob Delgado (and I can't find him right now), I am lost in a Sydney mall while on a trip but I live in Malbourne, I have one sister named Louise who is 5, I don't have a Dad and Mum has cancer. These things I know for certain.
Another thing I know for certain, my life is pretty depressing.
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A/N
Heyyy!
This is just a prologue type thing and more chapters will be coming shortly.
And also not all facts will be correct in this book. :)
Please comment and/or dm me if you want to talk, I will always reply.
That's all for now!
Love you lots my llamas!
- Bella
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Destination: Heaven
FanfictionJust a girl named Sophie trying to find heaven. Trigger Warnings: angst, suicidal thoughts/ suicide/character death, anorexia/bulimia, self harm, anxiety
