Not an update

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Sorry guys, I am currently writing the new chapter it just isnt finished. Now, I have a lot going on because from any other time i have a author notice I am injured. I currently have a concussion. It doesn't bother me much but the headaches are a bitch. I also have a lot on my mind so I'm going to rant. Its OK to ignore me know if you have better things to do: Due to a misunderstanding a girl lied to my friends ex and told him so was going to this boy's house to have sex. This was not the case. My friend thought he was joking because she genuinely thought they were close. She thought he was playing. The other girl likes the guy and claims they are together yet he says he doesn't like her to everyone. Since this is my best friend and she hurt, like truly heartbroken, I felt bad. I told my little (younger by 5/6 months) cousin about it. It got back to her sister (same age as us). My other cousin and I dont get along and told her sister that I need to shut up because I'm a virgin. Is that a bad thing? I dont understand what happened that it had to get to a point where girls felt in order to be cool they had to lose their virginity. At 16 some people see it as ok; I wont judge. However, it's not my thing. My cousin lost her virginity at 13 to a boy she knew I liked. Then sent nudes and it was downhill. I didn't like how she acted and when people found out we we're related they would ask me for sex. Even though I love writing about sex, my taco is hands off. So in order for everything not to escalate I went to her and tried to talk to her. The whole time she is sucking her teeth and rolling her eye. I wont say I dont have anger issues or an attitude problem because I do. But I swear I wasn't being rude to her; I really just wanted to talk it out. So after our conversation, people I dont know come up to me saying that I supposedly "pressed" her and that she would "give me the hands". I had to laugh because that's not her at all. Now, you shouldn't believe what people say until you actually hear it (I know that). Well, I heard her. She told all these people a lie that wasn't true because she felt embarrassed that I had to talk to her about her comment because even though everyone knows what she does in private doesn't mean she can make fun of me for my virginity. My mom heard about it and she's upset and texted my aunt. My aunt tries to defend her daughter but at the same time, my cousin only acts like she above people and nobody can do anything to her when she's with her friends. When she's alone she's as quiet as a church mouse. Now my mom is worried about it and she pregnant. I didn't even want my mom to know because she is stressed as is. So life is a little complicated right now for me. I understand families can have problems but this escalated over some lies that a jealous girl started over something so little. Alright rant done! If you read this...it's crazy right?! But I'm trying to update, theirs just so much on my mind right now. So I'm sorry for the crazy long wait. See you soon <3

Love Teagan

P.S: This was like a mini story lol

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