When I was just little kid I was about four years old when I was with my dad and he wasn't in prison at the time. I was with him and he had a serious alcohol problems and he took me to a bar, like a restaurant bar place. When I was with him he went to go meet up with some of his friends but they turned out to be a total douche bags. I guess I didn't realize it because I was so young they were really creepy and had like a whole bunch of tattoos and shit. They had drugged my dad and that took us to this abandoned house. I was just a little kid not knowing anything was wrong. Bit then they tied my dad up and I realized something was wrong. There were four of them and then another one came to the house later. They all had guns and had tortured me because my dad owed them money and couldn't remember because he was drunk when he borrowed it. They had chained me to one of the walls in there and had started messing with me after they were done. After a few days they started touching me in a way I knew wasn't right even at that age. Then eventually they raped me, all five of them, then they put my dad at gunpoint after they drugged him again and made him rape me too. He didn't remember anything after it was over. One night while we were there the men had all fallen asleep and had left one of their guns on the counter within reach of me. I knew what a gun was, and was told never to point it at someone because it was dangerous but at the moment I didn't care, I was hurt and so was my daddy. I had started messing with the gun trying not to rattle the chains and pulled the trigger aiming at the guy closest to me, I didn't think it would do anything and the back of the gun hit me in the forehead knocking me out. I killed a man when I was four years old. And had no idea until I got older exactly what I had done. I can't remember anything else from that night except bits and pieces. September 8th 2006. I believe it was.
