Everything about you

More than this

Listen to More than this by one direction.

*

~Harry~

Three days later...

I didn't see the boys nor Mackenzie for 3 days. I decided to go for a walk.

I walked out, I didn't know where I was going.

I sat on the ground in the park, to see Louis and Mackenzie holding hands walking to the park. I hide behind a tree. And I saw them, they were walking to the boys, he opened his arms to hold her closer if you understood.

My phone vibrated, I picked it up and it was a text from Liam.

From Lemon:

We're in the park, wanna come?

To Lemon:

Nah it's ok, thanks 😅

From Lemon:

Come on!!!! We haven't seen u for a long time 😒✋🏼

To Lemon:

I'm busy.. Sorry 😐 and I'm sure Mackenzie don't want me there. Louis and Mack r 2gether now?

From Lemon:

Yes, I'm sorry man! I know u like her. Don't worry mate, she forgives people so fast. Do u believe that?

To Lemon:

I bet Louis won't forgive me

From Leman:

U didn't do anything wrong man! Come on, we're waitin ⏰

To lemon:

M n the park

From Lemon:

U r? Where?

I walked to them, with my head down. "Harry, so glad you came" Liam bro hugged me.

"Hey, man" I smiled at him. "Hey guys"

"Hi" Zayn, Niall and Mackenzie replied.

"I'm sorry, Mackenzie, I didn't mean anything I said or did it to you and I hope Louis understand that"

~ Mackenzie ~

"I'm sorry, Mackenzie, I didn't mean anything I said or did it to you and I hope Louis understand that" Harry looked down.

Ouch

Yes, he kind of hurt me, who says that?

"Harry, shut the fuck up" Louis rolled his eyes, "I bet you still love her"

"I don't love her, ok? I fucking hate her"

Ouch

He hates me.

I know I don't know him but I'm hurt, I made someone hate me.

Now I feel horrible, I feel like ... Shit

"Thanks, Harry" I ran to the rest room, tears are streaming down.

~ Harry ~

"Thanks, Harry" she ran to the rest room, what? She doesn't like me back.

Not my problem.

"Did I prove you wrong Louis?"

"You fucking stupid" he pushed me, "now she feels horrible"

"Good, cause she wanted it and you too"

"Fuck you, Harold, just stay away from us"

"So, you're letting a girl come between us"

"Yes"

*

I walked back to my place, I sat on the couch and grabbed my phone.

I opened Twitter, I scrolled down. Mackenzie is a Viner, she's really famous, that's how I knew her from the start, and started liking her.

She tweeted about 5 minutes ago.

@MackenzieeeC: words can hurt more than anything else.

So I decided to tweet.

@HarryStyles: sometimes, you'll have to lie if you want to keep your bff but I guess I made the wrong decision.

I walked to my bedroom and laid down on my bed, looking at the ceiling.

'Why do I have to fall in love?'

'Why does love exist?'

'What's so special about her?'

'Why do I feel like I'm broken? Like I'm blinded?'

'Why can I only see her in my head?'

I kept thinking of him opening his arms and him holding her tonight.

But she has to know, that I can love her more than this.

To be honest, I felt weak when I saw them together.

Why can't she see me? Like.. If I was loud just like Lou, would she see me?

I just wish I could her close tonight, cause it doesn't feel right.

I'm the one for her. I'm the right. And I'm sure.

*

Harry makes me want to cry, but... He hates her, damn, this boy is ... Why can't he just go to her and tell her EVERYTHING?