Life in the view of ones mind

There no winning nor losing

You say you love me yet you always seem so far away you say you want me but you always stay away my feeling for you grow stronger as yours grow weaker I feel as if I in a race and I'm the one losing I feel so small so useless like my feelings to anyone just don't matter there no winning nor losing in these kinda situations it always seems like I'm the second best to any one I feel alone and I don't know how to fix it I feel so lost and so misguided there no winning nor losing in my point of view I try and smile and get through the day but all I want to do is break down and cry. I feel as if I'm losing this fight of life there just no winning or losing in this kinda of life I don't know how to escape this horrible reality of broken dreams and lost goodbyes all that's left is failed attempts of suicide and scars left on my heart. There just no winning or losing.