My heart is racing, my brain overthinking things, I roll from my back to my side and curl myself up in the blankets that surround me.
I look down at the results of what I've just done, at the clothes scattered around the room.
Confused by the rush of emotions that hits me, I should feel happy, shouldn't I?
I had finally done it, all those months of planning, things I lost, I had finally done it...
I was finally
BAD.
