Song:Comatose by:Skillet
Audrey's p.o.v.
"Please!" Louis begs management. "No Louis. You are to stay with Eleanor." A bald old man with a mustache says. "Why?" Louis asks. "Eleanor would be heartbroken." The old man says. "It's not worth if Louis." I say. "Good day now Miss." A Blonde haired lady says. "Bye." I say.
"Alejandro,Alejandro,Alejandro." I sing lady gaga. I hear my phone ring. "Hi." I sigh. "I'm sorry." Louis says. "If it wasn't gonna work then why try?" I ask. "I don't know. I just don't love her anymore." He sighs. "I understand. Bye Louis." I say. "Bye babe." He says. This is fool.
I'm so over. I need to tell Louis something but I don't want to. I take a deep breath and begin typing. "To Louis: Im sorry but I can't do this anymore. Think about your image. Not me. You've always been my bestfriend, but going behind people's back isn't right. I love you Louis don't forget that. But, we don't belong." I type. My breath hitches and tears threaten to fall. I press send and instantly regret it. I've screwed my whole life up.
Louis's p.o.v.
Sitting on the couch I hear my phone beep. "From Lover Girl: Im sorry but I can't do this anymore. Think about your image. Not me. You've always been my bestfriend, but going behind people's back isn't right. I love you Louis don't forget that. But, we don't belong." I read. Reading that broke my heart. Soon after I read it I heard a knock on my door. I groan locking my phone. Walking to the door I see .the love of my life.
Audrey's p.o.v.
I knock on Louis door eager to see him. "Louis! That text it was a mistake." I say hugging him. "I know Audi." He says hugging me back. "I can't live without you." I say. "Right back at you." Louis smirks. "Louis!" Eleanor yells.lovely. "Hi babe." He says. "Why is she here?" She asks. "I forgot my phone last night." I lie."Oh." She says grabbing Louis hand. "Bye." I say walking away from them.
-later thAt night-
Can't sleep. I can't help but to think about the text. "Used to bite my tongue and hold my breath. Scared to rock the boat and make a mess." I hear my phone ring. "Hello?" I say. "Hey Audi." Louis says. "What's up Tommo?" I ask. "Management forced Eleanor to break up with me."he says. I can see him smirking now. "And that affects me how?" I ask. "Mangement said that since they liked you so much that we could date now." He says. "Really?" I ask. "Yep." He says. "Wow." I say. "But I have some really bad news." He sighs. "What's that?" I ask. "Come over and I'll tell you." He says. "Be there in 2." I say.
"Hi." I say. "Hey." Louis says. "What's the bad news." I ask. "We're kinda going on tour." He sighs. "That's great." I lie. "No. It's not. I'm leaving you." He says kissing my lips. I try pulling away. Failing. Miserably. I give up. Our lips moving in sync we were interupted by a knock. "Ugh." Louis groans walking over to the door. "Louis!" A girl voice. "Lottie!" He says. "Audrey?" She asks looking at me. "Hi Lottie." I smile. "You look great!" She exclaims. "So do you." I say.
Me,Lottie, and Louis were chatting away. "So Audrey, did you ever tell Louis that you were-" she says before I put my hand over my mouth. "You were what?" He asks. Ok. Panic mode. "N-Nothing." I stutter. "What happened?" He asks. "I'm not ready to tell you." I say. "What's wrong?" He asks fear in his eyes. "I'll tell you later. Right now I need to speak to Lottie." I say dragging her in Louis room.
"I didn't tell him yet." I say panicking. "Calm down. You don't have to tell him right now." She says trying to calm me.
Louis's p.o.v.
I creep down the hallway to listen to there conversation. "Calm down. You don't have to tell him right now." Lottie says. "Lottie how am I supposed to tell him I lost his baby?" Audrey sobs. "I don't know. We'll figure it out." She says before the door clicks open and I fall into the room. When me and Audrey's eyes meet, she looks horrified. "I'm sorry Louis." Audrey sobs. "Why didn't you tell me?" I ask. "I couldn't. I was scared you would hate me." She says calming down a little. "I would never. I just wish you would have told me." I say pulling her in a hug.
Audrey p.o.v.
After Lottie left me and Louis went into make out mode. Don't ask why. Right now we were laying in bed. Louis wrapping his arms around I snuggle into his chest. I can't get that out my head now. I lost his baby.
"Baby you got me. I got a bad boy I'll just admit it." I hear the alarm clock. "Work. Yay." I mumble rolling out of bed. While I was rolling on the floor my phone went off. "Hello?" I ask. "Hello Ms. O'Malley. You have a month off since we're closed for the Christmas holiday." Simon says. "Ok thanks for informing me." I say. "Bye Ms. O'Malley." He replies hanging up. "Who was that?" Louis croaks. "Simon. I have a month off." I say. "That's a good thing. We don't leave til January. I'll get to spend my birthday with you." He smirks. "Yes you will." I laugh.
Eating my toast with Nutella, I notice Louis phone ringing. "Louis! Harry's calling you!" I yell. "I'm in shower! You answer it!" He yells back. I click the answer button and put the phone to my ear. "Hi Harry." I say. "Audrey?" Harry asks. "Mhmm." I say. "Where's Louis?" He asks. "In the shower." I say. "Ok. I'll call him back." He says. "Bye." I say ending the call. "What did he want?" Louis asks coming out the bathroom. Stop staring Audrey! "Hey. My face is up here." Louis says snapping his fingers. "Oh uh sorry. It wasn't important obviously." I say blushing. Oh god Audrey.
"I'm going out." I say. "Where?"Louis asks. "To see Heather, my bestfriend." I say. "Here." Louis says throwing his credit card at me. "No! I don't wanna." I whine throwing the credit card back at him. "Your my girlfriend I'm supposed to by you stuff." He groans throwing it back. I walk over to him and give him the card. Well my plan failed cause I was pulled on top of him. "You take this card or I won't kiss you again." He says. "Fine." I say slipping the card in my back pocket. "Thank you." He says putting his lips to mine. "I love you." I whisper into the kiss. "Love you too." Louis replies. "Bye Louis." I smirk crawling off top of him. "Bye babe." He says.
Driving down the road Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran comes from my phone. Wonder what Louis wants. "Ello?" I ask. "Hey babe. I'm might not be here when you get back, I gotta go to a meeting management set up." He sighs. "Ok Louis." I say. We exchange goodbyes and I finally reach Hollister where me and Heather were meeting.
"Hi Heather."I say. "Audrey!" She exclaims hugging me. "How have you been?" I ask pulling away from her. "Great, you?" She asks. "Yep." I say walking towards a pair of Ripped skinny jeans.
"This is so adorable!" Heather says holding up a superman bikini. "Oh my gosh." I laugh. "What?" She says. "Nothing, I just remembered something." I say. "Oh." She says.
I was the counter paying for my clothes when Heather notice so something. "Why does that credit card say Louis Tomilson?" She asks. "It doesnt?" I say as it comes out as a question. "Why do you have his credit card?" She asks. "He's my boyfriend?" I say in a questioning tone. "What?!" She squeals. "Yes." I sigh. "Do you love him? Or are you using him?" She asks. "I love him!" I say. "Oh. Bummer." She says. "Why is it a bummer?" I ask. "Because. He's mine." She says. "What the hell are you talking about?" I ask. "He's mine." She says grabbing her purse. "No he's not. He's mine." I say. "You watch and see." She says walking away. What the fuck?
"Hi baby." Louis says. "Louis!" I say kissing him. "Woah. What's gotten into you?" He laughs. "Nothing. Why do you ask?" I say. "Just wondering." He says continuing the kiss. Breath after breath we continued kissing. Wrapping my legs around Louis torso we go to the bedroom not unlocking our lips once. You know the rest.
"You know your my first?" I ask rolling over to Louis. "Really?" He smirks. "Mhmm." I say snuggling into his barechest. "I am Louis Tomilson." He smirks. "Meow." I say kitty swiping. "Roar." He smirks pulling my closer to him. "What are you doing?" I ask. "Oh nothing." He smirks. "Ok then." I say. "You love me right?" He asks. I nod. "Well. You get to visit me on tour." He says. "What?!" I say looking into his piercing blue eyes. "Yep. Along with Perrie, Danielle, and Niall's new girlfriend Britton." He says. "You're the best." I say pressing my lips to his. "I know." He mumbles into the kiss.
-December 24-
I woke up to see Louis peacefully sleeping. I carefully get out of bed and go in the kitchen. Finding the ingredients I decide on pancakes. After a couple of minutes, the Pancakes were done. I put them on a plate. I sit the plate on the table and walk into our room.
I place a kiss on Louis cheek causing him to sleepily open his eyes. "Happy birthday." I say. "Thank you baby." He says pressing his lips to mine. "Get up." I say dragging him out the bed. "I'm up." He says. "Pancakes are in the kitchen." I say. "Pancakes?" He ask. "Mhmm." I say. Louis suddenly picks me up and goes into the kitchen. "Why'd you do that?" I giggle. "Cause you made pancakes." He says.
"Wait a minute." Louis says. "Yes?" I ask. "When can I get my present?" He smirks. "Later tonight." I say. "Aww." He pouts. "Oh hush." I say. "Why not now." He asks. "If you keep whining you want get it at all." I say. "Fine." He says. "I'm going to get dressed." I say.
I came out the bathroom dressed in My Lil wayne long sleeve shirt,my ripped skinny jeans,my studded vans, and my dope snapback. "Hello sexy." Louis says. "Speak for your self." I smirk. "We're going to meet everyone else." I say. "Yeah I know." Louis says.
We were meeting at the bowling alley for Louis birthday. "My baby's 21." I say kissing Louis cheek. "Happy birthday Louis!" Everyone says. "Thanks you guys." He says. "So did ya get your present?" Harry wiggles his eyebrows. "Harry! You perv!" I say. "Hey I was just asking what Louis asked me on my birthday." He shrugs. "Ugh! You are pervs." I say. "But I'm yours." Louis smirks. "Yes you are." I say.
"Louis!" Jay says. "Mum?" He asks. "Hi." She smiles. "Mum!" He says hugging her. "Your sisters are her." She says. He instantly pulls away running to his sisters. "Make me a grandma tonight." Jay jokes. "Haha." I say. "Hey girls." I say. "Hi Audi." They say.
-later that night-
Riding home Syndicate by The Fray comes on. Me and Louis sing along. "Your voice. It's amazing." Louis says. "No it's not." I blush. "Yes it is." He says. We open the front door and I go into the kitchen. I grab a glass and pure dome water in it. "Now?" Louis asks. "Nope." I say. "Why?" He asks. "In a bit." I sigh. "Ok." He says. "You are strange child." I say putting my glass in the sink.
Locking our lips I wrap my legs around Louis. Going in the bedroom I'm layed on the bed. Right when the fun was about to happen Louis flipped us over. "You on the top." He smirks. "Come again." I say shocked. "You. Rock. Me." He smirks. "But I don't know how." I say blushing. "Its easy babe." He laughs. Best night ever.
"Amazing." Louis says turning his head to face me. "Not as bad I thought it would be." I smirk. "Told you it was easy." He laughs. "Yeah, yeah." I say rolling my eyes. "I love you." He says. "More than me?" I ask. "I don't know." He smirks. "Me on top tells you I love you." I say. "You wish." He says. "You goofball."I laugh.
A/N:
Hi. That little bit of Smut was a one and only. I don't write stuff like that. Sorry. It wasn't even smut. Anyways, Audrey seems cool right? I don't know what to put here. I changed the name of this book to Roar, instead of Just Cant Let Her Go.
