Why

Part 2

Sorry for all of these LATE updates. I had some personal problems. Anyway, time for why part 2.

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It was like a blast of shockwaves running through my lifeless body.
"He may have just done it. He may have just kept himself from death. Wow. He may survuive." the doctor told my crying sister and girlfriend. Ally, my sister, had seen it all happen. I had gotten off of the school bus that took me to and from football games. I was thrown into a wall and kicked before the other marching band kids fought a few football players back. I turned to see my girlfriend looking down upon my body before kissing me. "Jess, woe." I say in shock of her kisses, breaking the rule set by our director.
"What? Get up, Jack." she replies laughing. Then, after I got home, I went in the back door to the home I live in. As soon as I came in, I was abused by both my older brother James and my younger brother Jay. Only Jay had a .9 mm pistol. My pistol. Jay hit me before I threw him down and punched him twice. Then, Jay fired a shot at my head. I jumped left before pulling the pistol out of his hands. James screamed out at me, "WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL YOURSELF, GAY BOY?"
"Yeah." Jay adds. I picked up the butcher knife and aimed it at James before walking out and faking putting it back. Once I was in my room, all bets were off. I cut my wrist first before lunging a hunting knife into my heart. From there, I fell out and woke up in a hospital bed. I began to feel my mind regain energy. Then, I saw a doctor standing beside Jess and Ally standing together, crying. Yet neither James nor Jay was present.
Why?