Dear Diary,
I'm seriously missing Connor, I planned today to ask him out, but he would've probably said no to me anyways, I mean, I'm not pretty, I'm stupid, I'm not the best drawer, there are many people out there that are better at it than me, I can't write well, I'm not the slightest bit attractive, just like my family says... So, I guess it's a good thing, he probably lies to me when he gives me compliments, just like everyone else. I wish I could be more like that Rachel girl he's been talking about. She sounds, SOOO perfect, I didn't make it into the art club here, I can't even make it to any singing groups... Why am I such a disappointment? Why can't I be more like her? I'm just... I think I should just sleep, I'm tired of trying, and tired of contemplating it, and physically tired, night luvs...
- Emily Behn...
