One Night - I slept with my best friend's boyfriend.. I think?

One Night- Chapter 5

One Night- Chapter 5

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Recap:

"No, it's not your fault. It was mine as well...I gave in to it and I didn't stop you because..." he hesitated a slow smile rising in his lips, "because I liked it and I like you..."

And at that moment as he said those words, my heart stopped along with time. Everything around me seemed to freeze in the moment except for me and him. This cannot be happening. Joy fluttered through me realizing that David liked me and I liked him and it was mutual.

"...As a friend" he finished saying

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"As a friend" he finished saying.

My heart sank and broke again.

"I could tell last night that you just wanted someone to hold you and love you and so I did it. I did what you wanted and your body told me what you wanted. I know it was wrong, but you are my best friend and I wanted to be there for you in any way I could so I did. I'm sorry please don't hate me. I care for you and love you and will always be here for you. I know what I did was wrong and I'm sorry."

His words ran through my mind as I tried to comprehend his argument. I mean I thought he liked me. He practically said he did too.. sort of. Before he continued with 'as a friend'.. damn he sounded like he meant it too! I mean there were signals weren't there? I mean he did hug me extra long in the food court, he held me intimately when I slipped and he caught me and he called me beautiful and then there was the car ride that was awkward. I mean awkward car rides mean something don't they? Then again he always hugs me since we are best friends and catches me since I'm really clumsy. Sadness washed through me as I realized I must have been all wrong, then embarrassment as he kept on saying that he knew I needed it and I was lonely. Geez was I that transparent over the past couple months? Then anger over came me as he took advantage... sort of... of what I was feeling and the situation...but he liked it? What did that mean?.. Maybe he has some hidden feelings for me that he doesn't want to say!

" Oh I see" I said my voice turning low. "But you liked it?" I asked trying to mask my expression of caring curiosity.

"Yeah... I mean... you're a great kisser" he chuckled blushing furiously.

God I loved when he blushed.. especially when I talked to him.. that had to mean something right.. No it didn't.. he was just embarrassed and he is with Sherry my best friend and he loves her and I love her.. he would never .. he's a good guy.. I wish I got with him when I had the chance a year ago before he got with her.. damn. It's so hard for me to be mad at him and the situation when in a way it was my fault. We did get super drunk and I did seduce him and insist on kissing and sex. I do love him too not only because he is my best friend but because of the way he knows me and makes me feel. But he won't ever know... I can't help but like what happened last night but be mad at myself for doing it! Then again at least he thinks I kiss good.

I chucked at his response then said, "Thanks, you are too... and I don't hate you, I understand why you did it, you are a great friend and you are my best friend too DUH! Since we were practically babies. You were just looking out for me.... No harm done... to me at least... what about Sherry?"

"Yeah... I don't know what you wanted to do about that. Do you want to tell her or not tell her. I have never really done anything like this at all ever.. but I don't want to lie to her but I don't want to tell her either.. what do you want to do?"

Hmm... she is my best friend I thought. I don't want to hurt her and if we tell her this would be the number one betrayal of all times. Hooking up with your best friend's boyfriend was not one thing a person should forgive regardless if there was alcohol involved.

"We should just keep it between you and me if that's ok with you. I think it is better for everyone that way and only you and me know so now one will ever tell her. She would be heart broken if she found out even though it didn't mean anything like you said. So I say we not tell her. Is that ok?" I said, trying to make my voice sound cool and collected while I was really feeling pain.

"Yeah that sounds good. I'm glad we came to an agreement and understanding and we talked about it. It's been on my mind since the mall!" David said in a tone of relief.

"Yeah me too" I said hiding my eyes as I know they would give me away.

"I'll see you tomorrow morning for school ok. Don't forget it's your turn to bring lunch!" He laughed pulling me into his bear tight hug that I loved.

Laughing, I said, "I won't, I always remember!" as I slid out of the car and closed the door.

"Thanks for the ride!" I smiled at him then walked into my apartment building. Into the one place where I know I could break down and let my emotions and feelings run free. The place where I know he couldn't see them and won't ever. I guess he'll never know..

David P.O.V

I watched her walk away from me as I struggled to keep my caring best friend façade together. I am with Sherry, I thought. I love her and love being with her so why do I feel like a part of myself is gone. A piece of myself hurting and tearing as she walks further and further away. I had to lie to her... for her and Sherry's sake. She could never truly know the words I regret saying, "as a friend".

UGH.. what if i wanted something more... what if Sherry wasn't the girl for me... we've been together for so long it just seems right..oh man how is school going to be tomorrow when i see her... can i keep myself together?

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