8 years worth

I cant belive its been 2 years since i seen my best friend last time i talked to her was when i lost my virginity its crazy because im the good one of us 2 nd i lost it first my precious flower just gone... But any way im finally getting to see my bestie but i have some new news to tell her nd she just might not like it .

Flash Back ...

the last time i was at her house i sorta made out with her brother witch is weird because i have known him my whole life and i never liked him like that at least i didnt think i did but his lips Oooo his lips they felt so good and the way he tuched me was with care instead of lust but what made everything crash in burn was when we got heated up nd he started un zipping my pants i didnt want that considering the ......i just i dont even know what i wanted but not what he did so i stopped him and ran out of his room and got in bed with allye my best friend i felt so bad i thought if she ever new she would hate me so the plan was not to tell her.

But the next morning i noticed the twenty dollars that i had in my back pocket of my jeans wasnt there so i went next door to her brothers room nd asked if he seen it nd he said no ( of course) just like Robert but allye had over heard me and went crazy yellin at me sayiny why would he no say i new somthing was up when he came in my room last night and just stood there Lookin at you but at that point there was no lie i could tell so i told her i kissed her brother and to my suprise she was calm nd collected and simply said i dont want details i laughed and then i looked at her with a over confused face and said so you dont care and she said i knew you liked him ever since we where in elementary school i didnt no what she was talking about because i just do not remember having feelings for her brother back then i actually beet him up one time for hitting her so i geuss it was tuff or rather ruff love but i dont love him he was mean,annoying,cute,abusive, and my best friends brother how cliche of me.

its like a fairytale lets live happly ever after but that would never happen with a guy like robert he is care free he is a man whore or rather i say soon to be man whore he says the reason he has went out with so many girls is because he hasn't found the one i say its because he is to much of a hoe to to settle down . He is what we call a project well that what i would call him for my age im very very mature and my goals in life are already set so with Robert having so much potential to be perfect he just isnt so herr is were my story starts no i dont fall in love with soon to be perfect and no im not gay but i no what i want and its not someone i have to fix plus i dont belive in happy endings as most do i belive in life wich is full of ups and downs im not saying i wont die happy but i will die true to myself. SO LETS START .

6 years later

Im celebrating the last year of college since i only went to high school for 3 im 21 graduating college witch has its perks after this last assignment im all done with business school im opening up my own wedding planer in newyork called *JUST FOR YOU* i invited all my friends and family over since after the assignment i will be gone and that will be in two weeks ( just need to start it ). As i was walking around greeting every one i seen my child hood best friend come in with her high shool sweet heart mazell but to my suprise there was the demon i tryed hard to forget right behind her why would she bring him i thought to myself and as i was walking up to hug her nd zell i see how tall nd and even sexier he had gotten i hated it he was smirking when i approached them i huged allye so tight them marzell not as much because i knew how allye felt about him I couldnt belive he was the one that tied her down for all these years but as i moved away from marzell mr jack ass grabed my arm and squezzed the hell out of me messing up my hair he makes me soo mad

Robert and jada conversation

Jada : let me go now.

Robert: damn what's wrong with you i havnt seen you in so long thats all