Remember (Dean x Reader)

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Just another ordinary day with the winchesters. Sam was on his laptop looking for another hunt and dean was still sleeping. You were helping Sam, seeing as that is the only thing that doesn't seem too boring.
You also didn't want to be alone. Being alone was the last thing you ever wanted. Even as you go to bed at night you fear being in your dark bedroom, alone.
Of course both winchesters had no knowledge of this. What had brought up the fear of being alone, you ask?
Well two months ago you were kidnapped and it took the boys a month and two weeks to find you.
Being alone, tied to a chair, in the dark and every hour a demon would come in and torture you. Physically and
mentally.
You were helpless, afraid, and had wanted some sort of comfort.
When Sam and dean had finally found you, you were bloody with scars and bruises from head to toe.
Dean was the first human you had seen in those weeks. Dean was the one who held you and whispered that it was going to be okay now that he got you.
It's been a long while since that happened. Yet those demons wanted to put fear into your bones. Make you feel scared unless you were with someone who would be able to help.
And they succeeded. Sam and dean don't know that though. They don't know that you have dreams of losing them and dreams of being alone for all eternity.
"This must be what lucifer felt." You think to yourself while staring at a page in a book.
Sam looks up from his computer screen. Sleep wanting to consume his eyes. He waves his hand in front of your face.
"(Y/N)? Hey you okay over there?"
You look up at Sam and give him a reassuring smile.
"Don't worry Samantha, I'm good." You laugh at Sam's bitch face.
"It's Sam." He mumbles and continues to search through his computer. You smile and go to put the book back up.
"What time is it?"
You and Sam look over to see dean in his clothes he wore yesterday.
It had been a long day yesterday. Dean drove all 12 hours to get back to the bunker from a recent hunt and by the time you got back, dean just went to his bed and collapsed.
"Around 2pm." Sam answers looking at his computer and typing away as he seemed to find something.
Dean shrugs and goes into the kitchen to get himself some coffee. You smile as your long lasting crush passed you by.
When you were a little girl your father met the winchesters on a hunt. Your father was a hunter and you and the boys hung out frequently until you were about 18, when you set out on your own.
Your father passed away from cancer three years back and a year later you met with the winchesters and they let you join with them as they would hunt from state to state.
Even as a child you had a crush on the oldest Winchester. He was so handsome and could protect and love someone every day.
You knew that would never be you though. You were weak and a bother. Yet the winchesters say otherwise.
Dean grabbed his newly made coffee and sat across from his brother. "Anything new?" He asks.
Sam shakes his head. "Not yet, but I think I might've found a vamps nest 30 miles north from here."
Dean sets his coffee down and grabs Sam's laptop to see for himself. Sam grumbles some cruel words towards his brother, but dean shook it off as brotherly love.
You set the book back and sat next to dean. You then grabbed the laptop and took a look for yourself.
It read: "Four missing people found dead, drained of blood."
You nod and hand it back to dean who hands it back to Sam.
Sam greedily takes his laptop and hugs it close.
"Get a room." You chuckle from your side of the table.
Sam rolls his eyes and reopens his computer to look further into it.
"It looks like a case." Dean adds.
"I will have to agree with dean. It looks like a simple vamps nest we could take out." Dean nods at your reasoning and you feel like you won an Oscar.
Sam sighs and shrugs his shoulders.
"We could head out tomorrow and today I could look more into it."
"Good planning Sammy." Dean laughs and gets up to rinse out his empty coffee mug. You sigh. Another night alone.
(Time skip to late evening)
Sam had already went to bed a few hours ago and it was you and dean. Dean got up to go to bed.
"Dean I need to talk you." You say getting the courage to finally tell someone about your nightmares.
Dean stops in his tracks and looks back.
"What's up (Y/N)?"
You stand up and walk over to your lifetime crush that will never love you back.
"Dean, remember when I was captured by those demons?" You ask
"Yeah, what about it?"
You take a deep breath as you fiddle with your fingers.
"Well through those weeks I was alone and scared and I've been having nightmares ever since and I've just been so scared to say anything because I thought you would think I am a coward and I just-" Dean cut you off by placing his lips onto yours. You were shocked at first but then kissed him back. Dean wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to deepen the kiss. You tangle your fingers into his hair and pull him closer to you.
You didn't want this to end, but both of you needed oxygen so Dean was the first to break away.
"Dean will you stay with me tonight?" You whisper as you lay your head on his chest. His heart was beating quickly.
"Of course, (Y/N)"
(Time skip to next morning)
The next morning you awoke in your own bed to see dean Winchester in your bed.
You smile to yourself thinking that he feels the same way.
Dean wakes up and turns to face you and pulls you into a hug.
You giggle and poke his chest.
"Dean we need to get ready for the hunt today." Dean grunts in return.
"Five more minutes." He answers and continues to sleep.
You roll your eyes and get out of his grip and get up to change. After changing you head out of your bedroom to find Sam already packing in the library. "Morning Samantha."
"It's Sam and good morning to you too."
You smile and grab your duffel bag you packed last night and set on the table.
"Where's dean?" Sam asks looking up at you.
"Sleeping." You shrug. Sam nods.
After a few more minutes of Sam packing dean came out all ready to go with his duffel bag in hand and Keys in the other. "Ready Sammy? (Y/N)?" Dean asks and both you and Sam nod grabbing your supplies. You head out to the impala and set your stuff into the trunk.
Sam sat in the passenger seat while dean drove and you sat in the back. Dean would look back at you every now and then to make sure you were doing okay. You smiled at that and looked out the window.

Sam checked everyone into a motel room with two queen sized beds.
"Sorry (Y/N)...money is short." Sam shrugs.
"It's all good Samsquatch"
Sam rolls his eyes and opens the motel door and claims the bed to the left.
"I'll bunk with dean." You call out setting your stuff next to the bed to the right.
"I'm good with that." Sam laughs and leaves passing dean telling him that he will go get some takeout for lunch.
Dean shuts the door and sets his belongings next to yours.
You look over at dean to apologize about last night, but he slams his lips into yours before you could get to say anything. He presses you up against and you manage to wrap your arms around his neck to deepen the kiss.
His lips taste like pie mixed with beer and you absolutely love it.
He bites on your lower lip asking for entrance and you openly accept and open your mouth for him to explore. Dean backs away only to go for your neck.
He makes a trail of kisses down your neck that makes you moan. He smirks against your neck and goes back to your lips.
As he was going to take off your shirt you both hear the lock on the door clicking open. You both separate as you got to lay on the bed and dean in the bathroom.
Sam walks in and looks at you and dean looking the mirror the open bathroom door.
"You both look like guilty teenagers." He mumbles and sets down the Chinese take out.
"That was quick." You add suspiciously.
"Oh well there was a Chinese restaurant a few blocks down and they make their food quick." Sam smiles and grabs a box and starts eating.

After lunch it started getting dark. So all three of you grabbed your supplies to kill some vamps and got into the impala.
In your usual seats Sam was directing dean to the location and you were counting shadows.
The sun had set by the time you got to the broken down barn house.
You grabbed your machetes and dead mans blood and quietly entered.
You three were going in separate.
Not deans idea, it was Sam's and it seemed pretty logical so everyone agreed. Sam went in the back dean in the front and you to the side. When Sam had turned the corner dean gave you a hug and told you to be brave.
You entered through and window to find their kitchen. It was filled with blood bags and some dead bodies. You gripped into your machete and the fear of being alone had started its affect on you.
Everything seemed to move and the voices in the back of your head were screaming to run and find someone who will be there by your side.
You managed to push those aside for now and found about five vamps and with all your fear and rage inside you killed them all. The heads rolled around the floor and you heard your name.
Fear etched your skin and you started to cry. You heard footsteps and looked up to see a bloody dean. Luckily not his blood.
"Are you okay did they hurt you?" Dean asks checking you to make sure you were all right.
"I'm scared dean." You cry and he brings you into a long lasting hug as you cry away the fear and dread.
"Don't ever leave me." You whisper.
"Even if the world is ending I will never leave you." Dean whispers as Sam walks in then walks out again not wanting to disturb whatever this was.
"I love you, dean."
"I love you too, (Y/N)"

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