The voices in my head whispering to me
I can't breathe
The alcohol flowing
This buzz is growing
Ecstasy is my friend
Till the very end
Friends turn to strangers
The dangers of doing it wrong
I try to be strong
I'm sorry I raided the liquor cabinet
I just couldn't help it
It's made me forget
Wrote a new song
It was very wrong, threw it in the trash
Now it won't ever come back
Texted a friend
She's in love and that's the end
Tried to have a boyfriend
He left me in the fling for someone else
This heaving in my chest
They don't understand how hard
It's been, so hard
Not to die and leave the thorns behind to hurt
