What’s that rain fall, no that’s the tears from my eyes ,wipe my eyes put on a smile, yea that’s the perfect disguise misconceptions to the public on how I feel in side ,homie’s say lets ride ,so im at it again alco in my right hand but my problems just won’t walk away from me dam, i mean can, can i get a break away from this head ache even my body begins to shake & im singing u know u know u know ,wait i mean im singing the opposite to drake ...john legend nobody really knows i try to hide my pain, still it shows nobody really knows ,the more I try to conceal the more it shows & I feel like my head is about to explode switch to beast mode as my heart & mind each exchange raw words about facts & reality no room for fantasy but the fact is I wish my fantasy was a reality which just leads me to anxiety & often causes me to be angry by thinking what if I did certain things differently …..but it’s not too late for u & i ,as i keep my head to the sky hoping the almighty would take ear to my sincere prayer .still searching for something out there , not knowing if it’s really there ,got me wondering sometimes if its if it’s out there or only up here ( my mind ).