Hoodie's p.o.v
It has been 3 weeks since (y/n) and i got in our argument. It feels so different without her at the mansion, she has this thing , that just lights the room. Without it the mansion seems boring and sad, Jane and Jeff don't even chase each other, Toby doesn't annoy Masky, the place just is different with out her. I haven't left my room that much, Masky and Jane check on me sometimes and all but i just don't feel like talking to people at all. Masky, Jane, and Ej walked in a few minutes and i could tell there is a speech coming shortly. "you need to go and find her Hoodie." Jane said after a few quiet moments "why me" "Cause your the one that made her disappear" "i did nothing she is the one that did that" "oh well wee need her back, it feels terrible without her hear, and i have this weird feeling that something bad is going to happen to her soon" Jane said it was like she was almost pleading me to go and look for her, i do want to, but at the same time i could care less. "why should I, she made the chose to do what she did, she hasn't came back must mean she is happy not being hear." It hurt to say that but at the same time not. I agree with Jane about something bad and all but I don't care anymore, about anything really. I hate these stupid feelings can't they just make up there mind like seriously have her hear or not, I can't have both. I hate these feeling they are driving me insane, more then I already am. Not having her beside me feels terrible, I get up and look around the room is dark and cold, I look at my self in the full body mirror, my hair was messy, my clothes were just messed up. I guess that was happens when you stay in your room for three weeks. Jane, Masky and Ej were looking at me surprised. "what I'm not allow to walk" "No it's just your up finally" Jane said i just rolled my eyes and put on new clothes and brushed my hair and teeth and i get ready to go out my window when Masky says "where are you, don't you want to eat" "don't you want me to find (y/n), that's what I'm going to do." I jump out my window and start running towards the town. I hope she is ok, i miss her, I know I do but what will i do when i see her? What will say? Will she be happy to see me? Will she hate me? All these questions going through my head, making me want to go and hide and act like the pussy I am. I knew I couldn't, she needs to come home, she needs to be with us. We all need her home.
your p.o.v
Three weeks... That's how long I've been gone. Three weeks, no home, no friends, no Hoodie. I miss them. I'm alone no one to tell me they love me, nobody cuddling with me. I don't have an friends to laugh with or to train with. I'm alone and i hate it. I miss my family. I mostly miss Hoodie, but... he is the one wanted me to leave right? He probably doesn't even miss me. I walk around the town not really know where to go. I don't feel like killing, I don't feel like doing anything. People keep looking at me like I'm crazy and it's disturbing, I haven't seen (bf/n) at all. I know if i go and see em then they will tell me to go back. I don't want to be near the house. It's almost Midnight and I start heading back into the forest. I'm looking down and the ground listening to the bugs and other night animals and it soothes me. I start playing with the knife in my pocket and it cut my finger pen again and starts bleeding, I don't care anymore, I have been doing it since I left. I know it's probably bad and my hoodie has blood on it but it's really making me feel a little better. As I reach the forest I jump into one of the trees and hides, leaning on the trunk and looking up into the beautiful stary night sky.
After staring at the sky for a while i hear someone come near me and I grab my knife and listen for anything. Just as I thought it was clear i hear something again and that's when I jump out of the tree and look around. I didn't see anything but i had a feeling someone was there "show yourself" i said but nothing happen. I heard something from behind me so i move but then i hear something behind me again and I move "show yourself coward" I hear something beside me and i threw my knife but it hit a tree and I called it back to me. I put my Cp outfit on and mask and listen again. "So we're going to play hide and seek now?" Just as i finish saying that someone comes charging at me, I couldn't see who it was cause it was so dark, they were trying to punch and stab me but i kept dodging them. Well most of them some hit made contact, guess that's what happens when you aren't at your best. I had blood running down my body. The person kicked me into a tree and i fell but i try to get back up but they got on top of me and try cutting and stabbing and hurting me. I was losing strength and I really was caring I was thinking of letting them kill me. Everyone hates me now cause of what I did. It would be for the best right?
When I thought they were going to kill me, they stopped and got up. "w-what, why don't you just kill me, everyone hates me now, they won't miss me" I say and i could feel the tears wanting to come down but i have to try and stay strong, but I'm losing the battle. I let my head fall and i just want to cry myself asleep already. I see two people come near me and I flinch. "That's not true (y/n), we don't hate, it hasn't been the same without you" I look up and see Jane in front of me and i feel the first tear fall and then they all came . Jane hugged me and calmed me down "it's ok (y/n)" W-what about H-hoodie he doesn't want to see me, I hurt him so bad, I;m the worst Girlfriend ever, we will never forgive me" I say and i lower my head and the next thing I knew someone different was hugging me. I looked up and it was Hoodie. I warped my arms around and cried into his shoulder "it's ok I'm right here. I forgive you, I've missed you so much my beautiful demon, I'm so sorry i kicked you out like that. Please don't leave me again" He said and i cried more and i nodded "o-ok I promise" I say and look at his face and he kisses me and I can't help but kiss him back. I am so happy, I have everything I ever wanted at the moment. We all teleport back home and Hoodie and I change into our pj and we get into bed and for the first time in3 weeks I'm in the love of my life arms again and i fall asleep happy and content.
~I know it's been a damn long ass wait, i have been so busy and i haven't had any motivation to write but I got some and i wrote a bit more then i normally do i hoped you enjoyed and i stay happy and loving. Love you all, until next time~ Bloodycori/ Black Blood
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hoodie x reader
Casuale(y/n) was getting away from her insane, abusive family and walked into the woods and found a place to rest but when she was leaving she got lost, but someone helps her who is the person that helps her and will she meet them.
