Zayn Malik fanfiction {on hold}

chapter 2 part 2

*Alysa's prov*

I walked into school. I hurried to my locker. I got my books for the day and walked down the hallway. I was almost to my class when I was pushed up to the lockers and heard laughing.

“Hey faggot” Lexi said. I stayed silent. “I said hey fat ass”  “answer me”

“No you said hey faggot not hey fat ass” I said back to Lexi.

 “You’re a worthless, fat ass that needs to die. Nobody wants a slut like you on this earth. Don’t you see that nobody wants you here, NOBODYS going to love a fat whore like you. I hope that you die” she said and let go of you and left.

You went on to class.

*After school at home*

I walked to the back of my house and walked through the door so that my ‘father’ doesn’t hear me. I ran up to my room and closed and locked the door you got you diary and started writing.

‘Dear Diary,

So today I got told more terrible things by Lexi and Perrie. I don’t know where Harry was today and Zayn is never around them when they pick on me. I wonder if he knows they pick on me if he doesn’t where if he? If he does why doesn’t he try to stop them. He probably hates me like everyone else. I don’t even know why I like him.

 Him and his stupid perfect bad boy attitude, perfect eyes, toned body and then there’s me, fat but losing a lot of weight because ‘father’ doesn’t feed me and I have my hair big and I have no money for food. I’m ugly, my hair is big and curly (it’s everywhere) , my teeth are yellowish because I drink coffee and eat food that stain my teeth when I can obviously and I wear glasses like nerd classes but a little smaller.

The only upside is I have C cup boobs that are real and a big ass that’s real too unlike most of the girls in the hell hole people call school.

Tomorrow I WILL change.

~ Alysa xoxo’

I put my diary away and went to bed.