This story is for him.
Last April, 2015. He then chatted me, hi. I really thought it was his older brother but when I look at his timeline. It was him. My playmate when I was young.
He then invited me to go out and talk with him. And I said, ofcourse.
As month pass by, we became best of friends. I use to call him gwaps and he calls me gands. But he refuse it and said to change it. Then this pop out of my mind. The word BES.
As I recommended it. He then said okay bes.
He always care for me and always asks me to go out of our house till 7 or 8 pm. We also had this two neighbor who is lesbian and my childhood bff whose 2 years younger than me.
He tell me stories that usually unbelievable. Like that so called lesbian likes me. And my bff used to chat with me about bes.
And I confirmed that the lesbian really likes me. And my bff likes him. But I think bes likes me just the way I like him too. Yes I like him.
The way he talks, the way he laughs, his eyes, his nose, his skin tone, his smile, his hair. He is everything.
Weeks had passed. I started feel cold towards him. He changed. I only see him often too.
We only talk in fb chat. I don't see him anymore. I totally miss him that much.
One day, I saw him. Into the street where I walk towards. I was about to go near him but he stands up and go away as he was scared like he seen a ghost.
After that scenery, I started not to go outside anymore. Everyone questioned me about us, I just told them. I DON'T KNOW.
I started tweeting quotes that would touch him, but I know that no one has ever known that account I'm using.
Months had passed, I stoped tweeting. But he still remains in my memory.
I see him not once, not twice but often now. We crossed our sights but we didn't communicate.
When we opened our new store which we sell street foods.
One day, I just got home from school, it was really tiring.
Then someone called out, 'pabile!' So I called ate to sell them things.
When I was done resting, I came out to look out for our store. And there, I saw him. He was with his friend whose 3 years younger than me.
They were eating and all I do is to check my phone just to let him see that I was busy with my phone. But I really really didn't do anything to my phone, I'm just sliding it all around. :v
When he was about to give his money, he smiled at me widely -_- so I just said, 'ge lagay mo lang dyan' and his smile became a frown.
I don't know what happened at our happy relationship, but whatever happen, I'm just glad that I already accepted that it was just temporary.
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This will not be the end. I promise. :) Thanks for reading! Votes and Comments would be very much appreciated. lovelots
