"What are you doing?! Please...stop! I know you hear me!! STOP!"
" You smell...so good..." He said in a raspy voice.
"I've been watching you." He pulls her pants down.
"You know that? I want you." He speaks every word clearly, never taking his eyes from hers.
She whimpers, mouth dry and face puffy and red from crying for the past hour. "Please don't hurt me. I don't know what I've done to you."
He quickly invades her space with his face inches from her own. "You did nothing and everything to me. You're special."
He puts his nose in her neck and deeply inhales. Letting out a deep breath "You're my friend."
Through tears and an uneven voice she manages to say"I thought I was. So why are you hurting me?"
"This isn't me hurting you. This is ME LOVING YOU." His tone grows harsh and he grabs her face. He feels the power within him grow. Her face, so plump and beautiful within his grasp. She's different and he had to have her.
He wanted her beauty, her love, her body, and soul for himself.
He grabbed her panties and ripped them from her body. Nervous and scared she started to wiggle uncontrollably. "STOP!"
She pushed at his chest. Though she may be bigger, he was stronger and he wanted her to see that and feel it.
He raised up on his, still between her legs. He undid his belt slowly. She tried to get up, but he quickly pushed her back down with one hand around her throat. "STAY!...STAAAY." He says teasingly as if talking to a puppy.
She decides to stay down. It's better not to anger him further. She is not sure of what he is capable of.
He unzips his pants and continues to undress. She starts to look around at everything in the room. She can't bear the sight if him. How can he do this to her? How can he hurt her? The tears won't end. She's crying so hard that she begins to choke.
He slowly bends down. "So scared. So beautiful." He wipes her tears away. "You have nothing to fear from me. I love you Laya. It may be hard for you to see but it is the truth."
Yelling at the top of her lungs "HOW CAN YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU ARE HURTING ME??! IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! THINK!" She drops her head back down to the bed. Exhaustion is taking place. Frustration and hopelessness is clouding her heart.
In a low voice "Please stop. I trusted you with all of my secrets. You know I don't trust. I don't trust ANYONE. I-I...can't believe this is happening."
She lays there. Her eyes trace the lines of the ceiling. It will be over soon. Tears start to stream down her face again. It will be over... Soon.
She had been fighting him for over a hour.
"Look at me."
She wouldn't budge.
He whispers in her ear. "I won't hurt you. It will be over soon and when it is you will wish it wasn't."
He unclothed her. She went into a deeper mental state. She was trying to run away. Her eyes flickered across things in the room. Everything that was there they had bought together.
That snow globe that had the Statue of Liberty in it was bought in 2003 during a school field trip to NYC.
The birthday card on the wall. She gave it to him when he turned 19.
She liked this. It brought her pain because she felt betrayal but she also wanted to remember what they were. Who he was. Happiness. Anything to make the pain go away and this room was filled with their happiness.
