A Child's Life

****Chapter 1: My Pain****

I am a child who is always suffering Pain and anger and It makes me so mad, and i hate it all happening first at school,Brooks Elementary School . Now Brooks High School.I try Fitting in but Everyone ignores me,makes fun of me. Example: Someone at school Farted they Blame it on Me it's so embarrassing. I just Hate it.

No one I'm at my Dad's House and my brother Ryan Jones when he does something and when my dad Steve Jones finds out. Ryan Blames it on me and Ryan says Devon What did you do, or why did you do it . When I didn't do anything and i get punished it p.o's me it's so stupid and it makes me so mad. I'm sitting in my bedroom thinking about Ryan's lying. And i'm praying to the lord saying when will everyone start believing me and punishing Ryan for lying.

And everyone start saying sorry Devon for Not Believing you. Recently It is now 2015, My Brother Ryan said to me "Devon I'm sorry i didn't believe you about jennifer."What do you say when someone says that to you? It's Ok?Really?

You are just stunned when someone after all the pain you have went through finally says "I'm Sorry."

It's shocking that after three years of pain they finally realize what you went through. It's amazing how nobody notices what is going on. I hugged ryan for a little while. Then he went back to wanting jennifer.

I don't understand him. Why would he go back to wanting Jennifer? Maybe he acted the whole thing out? I don't see why he would do that. That hurt me when he did that.

I've been thinking about this for a year. It's now 2016 when I'm writing. My Friend Austin Recently Got Depressed

You struggle with it and you don't tell anyone you're depressed. He explained to me this when he was depressed.   People are rude to you, and you hurt, and you don't wanna tell them you're depressed. I wonder how many other people I know are depressed.

I was Recently Diagnosed with Scoliosis. My neck hurts all the time. I need something to support my neck. Do you have Scoliosis? Does your neck hurt?

My neck pain is getting worse, and my dad says i'm not crippled. He calls me an old man. He says my back is fine. If you get scoliosis do something about it and don't wait. If you wait you will regret it.

Trust me the pain just gets worst. Right now i'm watching tv while i'm doing this. Watching tv hurts your neck. Even though you take pain pills it doesn't help the problem. It takes the PAIN away.

It doesn't fix the curve in your spine. You may think it but it doesn't. I don't like scoliosis, but you have to deal with it. Many people have it too. Many people have the spine pain every day.

Their parents say the same thing. Parents are cruel, and cause pain. They believe they know more than jehovah. You talk about the things that make you happy, and they turn you down. They make you depressed.

When you get depressed you let feelings store up inside you. You feel more and more pain. You feel alone. You are wondering if you're the problem. You get separated from that person more and more.

If you have a friend who is abusive to you, or hits you. Don't be friends with them. They create more problems. You get angrier, and you hit them. Sometimes you imagine when you're chopping wood that the wood is that person.

You just chop the wood until your pain is gone. You feel relieved when you do that. I know the feeling most people feel it too. But sometimes the pain comes back, and it's hard to get rid of. You try the strategy again, but it doesn't work. You get angry when you cant get rid of the pain other people have caused you, and you get really really upset.