When we walked into his room it was amazing it had posters of his favorite bands . I loved it.
He sat me down on his bed and sat beside me .
"So um.... What should we talk about?" I asked nervously.
" I'm sorry but I need to ask you. if I can...um..." he asked look about as nervous as me.
"Can you..What ?" I asked kinda of scared.
he closes his eyes and said it.
"Can . Can I kiss you ?"
I looked at him a little shocked .
" Well how old are you....?" I said.
" Well I am 29 and you must be like almost 20 or something right?"
" No sorry but I am only 17 " I said.
"Oh"
Well stayed quite for a few minutes in till I said something .
" But if you want to kiss me you can kiss me tomorrow ." I said without thinking.
" wait why would tomorrow make a difference?"
"It is my birthday "
he smiled .
I loved looking at his smile it was so perfect I just love him. Wait what I can't love him he is Ryan Seaman he is in a band and he is famous I just can't love him but I can't handle myself he so perfect ......I just want to kiss him just once so badly....
while thinking I didn't notice that I stood up and stood right in front of him and stared in to his amazing eyes .
" you have beautiful eyes " he said and I just grabbed his hand and just kept starring in to those eyes while he stared into mine .
he looked a little surprised and confused of what I was doing.
Fine I just can't take this anymore I love him and I can't stop that .
"We don't have to tell anyone if we do kiss it's just a kiss why would that matter." I said without thinking why would I say that .
" True " He said and stood up .
" Yeah..."
He leant down and got his face close to mine , he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer looked into my eyes and looked to my lips then back to my eyes.
"Are you sure about this ?" he said softly .
" Yes.." I said why did I say that !!!! no I mean no not now what is happening!!!!
he slowly got his lips closer to mine and kissed me softly .
~authors note = sorry short chapters :( ok well that it for this chapter I will upload soon hope you guys like it :3 ~
