Family Struggles

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Its not easy doin things alone. You always need family. At least thats what I hear. But not with me, I cant stand my family every day is a new problem. Im still hanging on I say to myself but am I telling myself the truth? What does the word love mean? I don't know because i have none in my life. Sad isn't it. I have one older brother , two little sisters, and a cat. I live with my grandma. Haven't heard a word from my mom, and haven't gotta clue where my dad is. I don't wanna have him around anyways. I heard thqt he has abused my mom and threatened to kill her. Well i would be mad too if someone was cheating on me. Anyways i've never had a bond with them and I never will. It's probably because I like girls and boys. Umm.. I am bisexual. So they won't know what i'm going through until they get bullued every day of their lives. I pray at night hoping that things will get better, but they never do. Oh well what can I do. I once got sent to a orphanage, because my mom got drunk and almost beat me to death.
It sucks to be me.

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