Depression

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I've been depressed for a while now. And there us no one to talk to about it. Wait.. Except for my older cousin Nathaniel. He's the person I can go to for anything. Its school, siblings, grown ups, and the whole world. Their always on my ass. Umm... Sorry! Anyways I feel in closed by all these harshful words and actions. I have tried to get help for my depression but i've hit a road block. I've heard a thousand times just hang in there it'll get better. "IT IS'NT GETTING BETTER", don't they understand that, cant they see! Obviously not. Because they haven't helped it yet. But what they don't know is that i've already found help and im waiting for a responce. Because no responce, means no help. But, even if I don't get that help I got back up plans. I'll try to help my self. There's nothing youtube can't fix. If that dosen't work than im out of luck. I used to cut, but I found no use in it. It wouldn't kill me so it was worthless. Everything to me is worthless now. It's no use doing anything anymore, because it juat gets ruined just like everthing else. So I fight for help.

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