I Wish...My Truth

I think he thinks I am going to hurt him.

Maybe he thinks I am going to wake up one morning and say I am leaving,

He doesn't want to hear three words ; 'It is over',

Maybe because the last girl he loved didnt go well and days got colder.

I'm sure it ain't bad to say you love someone especiallly when you mean it

It would also be hard for them to believe it,

Enjoying every single moment and then SNAP!

I give him the vibe that i do not want to be with him, creating a gap.

Even though does were not my intension, hoping and praying for an intervension.

I don't know what to do, its like I wish to be in his thoughts and his movements am I suppose to?

I wish I could know what goes through his mind,

It's hard to keep guessing how he feels towards things and not knowing the real truth

It leaves you isolated maybe he doesn't want you in his world.

I want to know him just a little bit more,

It hurts when I feel that solid rock in my way to knowing the guy that I feel the word everyone uses love for.

I want to know him inside out,

It's like my mission but I am failing to complete,

I wish I could break down that barrier BUT everytime I hit, it gets harder concrete.

I wish he could know what goes though my head , my imaginations, my fantasy, what I wish to happen to him. All of my good thoughts ahead.

I wish he could be in my world with no regrets,

Trusting eachother and forgetten about the rest.

I want YOU to break down this wall that appears everytime I try to get so close

I don't know how this could be done, but this are all part of thoughts and feelings

Maybe it only happenss if you put your mind to it.

When it does break down and you are in my world and i am in yours,

I promise to never walk away or let you go.

I just hope you trust me and feel the same way too... I Wish.