Sometimes I don't fit.
I feel like I'm a puzzle piece in the wrong set.
I feel like a program that grew a heart
I feel like I'm a failure.
People tell me I'm not
But I feel like I am
Broken
Unwanted
UnLoved
not noticed
I feel like I'm blind to the ones who love me
I just want people to notice me
Except me
Fix me
Want me
And care for me.
But even if they do
I feel broken inside.
I wear a mask that slowly breaking
I feel like I can't hold it anymore
Like a glass filled to the brim.
I'm at my limit
I just feel like quitin' it
I feel like I'm breaking
Falling and shattering
This porcelain doll is crying
Falling on my knees
Scraping my old bandages
And creating new scars
I feel trapped behind bars.
I'm aching
Itching for a way out
Of the skin holding me
And fixing myself
To grow my wings and fly
But I don't wanna die.
I want to live my life
But I feel like falling down.
I fake too much
But I've had enough
Being pushed around
Popping
Shattering
Words hurt
They are like bullet holes
And bandaid don't fix those
People tell me sorry just for show
For their profile
But they are lying
And I don't feel like buying
I'm not gonna be what everyone
Thinks I am
I'm not a false
I'm not a failure
I'm not here for your pleasure
For you to laugh
Stare and point.
I'm here to break free
Of the chains holding me
I'm going to remove the label you put on me
I'm going to be what I want and who I am
And between you and me
I rather be a failure
Then another one of you.
Then be a human being that rips up and pops ones like me.
If anyone reads this and sees how I don't put he or she, I make it to where anyone can read and express themselves. Also sometimes I just write how I feel. Like a n few others but I'll use this as an example. I felt down. Plain and simple. I felt like I was failing in many things and bottling up how I feel a bit. I'm not depressed don't worry. I guess i just girl thing i guess, like guys go through on man periods xD. Plus the poem sound like a tune in my head so the part spaced far away just seemed to fit. So here you go! Enjoy.
