Devin-"Y/N, please just tell me what's wrong!" You reply, "no Devin I will tell you when I'm ready! Why can't you understand that?" Your afraid to tell Devin that his fans are bullying you. Day after day after day. That's why you've been cutting your wrists. "I don't want to lose you because then it'll be my fault. It'll be my fault for not helping you when I could have saved you. And then be blamed for everything. I can't lose you because your cutting your wrists for reasons I don't know why." Devin screamed now almost in tears. You standing so innocently when tears stream out of your eyes. "Your not going to lose me if I tell you that I've been cutting myself because...your fans have been bullying me." you yelled partially losing you voice. "There I said it happy now?" you add sarcastically. Devin just looked at you. "There the reason why your cutting yourself? Wh-why didn't you say anything?" he says. You just shrug your shoulders with more tears rolling down. "OH MY GOSH Y/N!!!" Devin yells. All you do is collapse to the floor and start balling your eyes out. In your half gone voice, along with your voice cracking you yell, "IM SORRY, OK? I'm so sorry!!!"
Kevin-"Do you like John Y/N?"
You- "Are you hearing yourself Kevin?"
Kevin- "Yeah I am. And I'm asking you if you like John or not."
You- "I can't believe you right now."
Kevin- "I can't believe you can't believe me right now because I'm being serious."
You- (starts to tear up) "Me and John have been inseparable since preschool. We had major crushes on each other and we dated for awhile but we we're in middle and high school."
Kevin- "Yeah but, everytime we're with the Veda fam, you act like John is the only one you care about. It's like you don't even care that you have a boyfriend!"
You- (now actually crying) "You know well enough that I love you. And you know that John doesn't feel that way about me and I don't feel that way about him anymore. I mean he has a girlfriend for God sake. We make plans to hang out when me and you and him and his girlfriend aren't together so you guys don't feel that way."
Kevin- "But it's like-" (gco by you)
You- "But it's like what Kevin? Is it wrong for me to love two people so much equally? John is only my bestfriend since preschool and if you can't understand that I completely understand." (long pause)
You- "Just know that I love you to the next Galaxy and back. And I will never stop loving you. That will never change."
Kevin- (sees you walking out) "Where are you going?"
You- "I'm going to clear my head in the place we both love. The place where we always take pictures together. I'll be back later. I love you."Daniel- (says something to you)
You- (roll your eyes)
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You- (says something to Daniel)
Daniel- (ignores you)(You and Daniel's arguments are pretty much you guys giving each other the silent treatment. In case you didn't know, John is Daniel's cousin. When you read Devin's, read it like an imagine. When you read Kevin's, read it like a conversation.)
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