Lightsaber ― Oh Sehun

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Stargazing. How I hated the idea to go out and just see the cold dark night. Because obviously a guy like me would want to go out at night for parties. And not to look up to a sky that we can even see during the day.

I didn't really remember on how I managed to agree but I think it was your deal to let me go to weekend parties with you picking me up when I get drunk as the reason for me to tag along.

The silence that was in the air when we just laid down and look at the stars above was so close to making me snap but after hearing your muffled words, I felt bad. You knew saying it might make me angered but hearing the sadness in your voice just softened my heart to this idea.

"I knew you hated silence. I hate it too. I've always been left to be alone with silence. But unlike you, I don't have any place to go to rid of the silence. Because the silence I get is when people look at me as invisible."

And that's when I knew why you find comfort by being in this kind of silence.