I Want To Be Owned

Pretend You Didnt Hear

How I imagine Natalia, except with slightly darker hair and brown eyes.

Derek POV

"Natalia are you in here?" I ask, popping my head through the door to find her sitting on the bed cross cross, with only black lace panties and a bra on staring at her phone that currently lies on the bed.

"Yes, Master." She says standing up. I open the door wider stepping in fully. "When did you get here?"

"Just now, I was in fact waiting for you to greet me the way I asked but..." I trailed of.

"I'm really sorry Master, I was just getting changed and didn't hear you come in. Please don't punish me." Natalia squeaks, her eyes widening. "I swear Master I didn't mean it, it was an accident." I stare at her a while longer making her fidget. Breaking eye contact, I turn into our closet.

"Go wait for me downstairs and kneel at my chair. I'll be there later I don't want to look at you right now." I glance back at her to see her eyes glisten as she takes of her panties and bra. That's my girl! Well not really she's married, so she's not mine she's someone else's.

"I'm really sorry Master." She chokes, walking towards me and into the closet. "Please don't be mad at me." And hugs my waist kissing my shoulder. I close my eyes a little pissed that she won't listen. Before I can say anything she reaches her hands to my shoulder taking of my suit jacket and places it in the hamper. "I'm sorry I didn't kneel, please forgive me Master. You can punish me but don't be mad please." I take her hands of my shoulders. "Go kneel in front of the table now Natalia I won't say it again! Don't make your punishment worse!" I shouldn't have yelled.

"Yes, sir." She sniffles and runs down the stairs. See what you did, she's crying all because of you. I look at the mirror placing my hands on the dresser. Reaching for my watch I take it off, and start unbuttoning my shirt throwing it in the hamper followed by my pants. Opening the drawer I reach for my grey joggers putting them on with white socks. Walking to my night table, grabbing my glasses. Jogging down the stairs I make it into the kitchen and find Natalia kneeling by my chair at the table. Her eyes are red as she tries to wipe away the tears. I just want to hug her and pull her into my warmth. Please stop crying!I don't make eye contact as I find my way to the chair and start eating. Don't give up now just a while longer... She needs to learn... She needs to learn. I chant in my head. I finish my meal getting up.

"You can stand up now and eat, then wash the dishes. When your done I'll be in the living room you can come and kneel in front of me." I say monotone. Twenty minutes later Natalia walks into the living room. Kneeling in front of me, she places her head on my knee. Usually I would push her away, but I can't! I've gone soft again. I ignore her switching through the channels on the T.V.

"Master, please talk to me I'm really sorry. Please."  She cries hugging my knees. I decide on watching CSI. I didn't talk to Natalia till the episode was over and I'm pretty sure my little baby is getting uncomfortable. Turning of the T.V. I lift Natalia's head of my lap. Let's get this over with.

"Look at me." I demand with a very hard tone. She snaps her head up quickly, opening her mouth I shut her up. "Don't talk. From now on you will be crawling around the house, no walking. You ask for permission to speak and you ask for permission to stand or sit on any of the furniture, yes."

"Yes, Master." She sighs in relief.

"I have work to do in my office come." She goes on all fours and follows me to the office. Sitting in my chair I make her kneel right beside me. Focus on your work, and you won't be tempted to stop her punishment and forgive her... Focus on your work Derek. Two hours later I give Natalia permission to stand telling her to get me some juice. Resuming back to her position on the ground for another a hour. I shut down my laptop standing up and having her crawl up the stairs to our room. She kneels by the bed as I brush my teeth and pad back to the bed pushing away the covers and laying down. "Permission to speak, Master." Natalia squeaks.

"You may speak." I say with my eyes closed.

"May I go brush my teeth Master?"

"Yes."

"Thank you, Master." I hear the faucet running and after a while stop. She comes back to the bed and in a really quiet voice ask.

"Master may I please sleep in the bed with you." I stay silent for a while talking to myself don't give. Don't  give in, stay strict. She probably thinks I'm going to say no, but I wouldn't do something like that to her. I know I'm being harsh, but she lied to me and disobeyed one of my orders yet again.

"Yes you may." I feel her climb on the bed beside me and move closer towards me trying to lay her head on my shoulder and cuddle in with me. Quickly I push her away turning my back towards her. I hear her sniffle, and cry, and whimper, then right out sobs.

"Master, I'm really sorry I didn't mean to. I didn't hear you arrive." She cries some more but still I don't respond. Derek don't even try. Keep it in. It's taking every part of me not to turn around and hug her closer to my body. I'm being to harsh. You know what fuck it all right now! I turn around pulling her closer to my body and placing her head under my neck.

"It's okay, ma belle. (My beautiful.)" I say gently, kissing her head. "It's okay. I forgive you, but your still on punishment."

"Th.. Th.. Thank you so..so much Master." My little kitten chokes out. "I'm so sorry. You not acknowledging me wa.. Was the worst punishment ever." She sniffles.

"I know Kotyonko, I know." I sigh, "now go sleep, we have work tomorrow."

Like and comment! Tell me what you think.

Is Derek losing his grip?

Is Natalia really married? What is Derek going to do about it?

Will Natalia leave Derek to go back to her husband?

~Katerina