I have had enough. Nobody knows what I feel. We have had 5 break in's my medication isn't working. I live with my parents and they are getting scared. They haven't told me but I know. I feel like I'm just one big problem.
I updated my story again and they were there but this time in my room. Looking in from the window. I have had enough! That is it tonight I will kill my self.
**2 hours later**
My parents were asleep so I grabbed my phone and recorded me slitting my wrist. I though just a few minutes and it will be done.
I did it and posted it. Little did I know that somebody was watching me again. So called 9111.
***********later in the hospital*******
I woke up to the sound of the hospital monitor beeping. I looked at my writs and there were stitches. My parents weren't there but my phone was . I decided to update my Snapchat story, but the doctor came in and took it away from me. The doctor said " you should stay away from Snapchat." I said "I know but it is fun to take pictures of your toes." The doctor said " just take my advice"
I wish I had listened.
Sorry so short!
-snowball4444
