Next day.
I woke up happy which hardly ever happens. I see Michael in the corner watching me. I threw a pillow at him but he disappeared and reappeared next to me. " Aww my pillow." I whine.
"Aww that sucks why is it over their." Said Michael. "Really as if you don't know." I say hitting his chest. "Owwie that hurt. You said you loved me." Said Michael as he fake cried into the bed. I laughed at his stupidity soon enough he joins in.
" I do love you. " I said. " I mean I love you guys." "Mhm".said Michael. "You know you look cute when you sleep ".said Michael.
" creep". I mumbled. " ghosts don't sleep I tried to watch TV but that Bitch you call mom turned it off." Said Michael. " So I watched you sleep." Still creepy. " HEY I HEARD THAT." said Michael. " I didn't say nothing I thought something". I said. "I like to read your mind but there's something that I can't get to in your head it's like theirs secrets that you know that me and the boys don't know." Said Michael. There was something I knew that he didn't us 5 were best friends when we were little but my dad died and we left when I was 12. I felt a tear rush down my face. "There's things that you guys shouldn't know just yet." I said as I rushed out of the room. I run out of the house and go to the park. I sit on the swings and cry. I love you Michael Clifford I always have.
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When I got home something was different. "Hi sweetheart." Said my mom. " Hi mommy." Said a little girl. that wasn't no little girl that was ME. "Mommy can I go see Michael, Luke, Ashton,and Calum. Pleaaaase." I asked. "Yeah sweetheart."my mom said. Little me ran outside and I ran after her and I saw the guys as kids. "Hi Michael Hi Ashton Hi Luka Hi Calum" Little me said. "HI BUTTERCUP." Said Michael as he kissed my cheek and so did the others. "Ew cooties." I laughed and then it ended. I fell to the floor crying I WANT IT BACK TO THE OLD DAYS. WHERE WE WERE HAPPY I MISS THE BOYS I MEAN YEAH I HAVE THEM NOW BUT THEY DON'T REMEMBER THOSE MEMORIES. THEY DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE I WAS SO HAPPY THEN. I ran to my room, ran past the boys and flopped down on my bed and cried harder then I have ever cried before.
My mom came into my room and hugged me? "Mom I want the boys back." I cried into her shoulder. "I know Sam I miss Michael Luke Calum and Ashton. But they're gone I'm sorry baby girl I'm changing myself for the better I promise I want you to be happy again." I look at the boys the have shocked and sad looks on their faces. But then they were gone I cried harder and my mom left. " Im sorry guys I do love you and I miss you alot. I need my friends back you were all I ever had after my dad's death I moved and we lost touch and then I thought that when I moved here that I would have you back. But I found out that you had Died. " I cried harder.
