Bondi rescue: meeting Chappo

Am i...me?

'What's happening??' You're going in and out of consciousness. "Hey, honey. Wake up." You feel that same pressure as before on your neck. You slowly blink open your eyes. "Where does it hurt Jamie?" You're about to answer when the vomit comes out so fast. "I'm so sorry." You say as you look up at the doctor. "It's okay, we will figure all this out." You nod at him. Trusting him.
The hyperventilation is still surrounding you. "Guys, she's starting to freak out again, nurse please help her relax." You faintly hear the room around you, moving slowly. "Jamie, if you can hear me, I know this is scary but." You feel a hand grab yours "you need to breath in and out, in and out." You do as she says as you start to calm down.
You look up and say quickly before getting out of breath "my abdomen. That's where it hurts."
"Jamie, have you eaten anything today, or drank anything??" Asks someone. You don't know who. You shake your head no as the room gets quiet. "Everyone leave, please. I need to examine and ask some more questions. I feel as if she will fully pass out again." You hear the people leaving as you open your eyes. The doctor asks some more questions as he examines your abdomen. Once he presses on one side of your stomach you groan in pain..the pain Becomes so unbearable. "Ow ow ow ow ow!" Tears start to form as it grows all over. You hear faint sounds all around. "Nu....r...se get in he...re.." You hear noise going on around you, they fade in and out as you feel your body trying to relax but you feel the vomit trying to come up more. As one last protest you pull yourself over to your side and puke everywhere you don't open your eyes for two reason, you can't and you do not want to see where it ended up. You fall back into that dark place where no one knows your thoughts. 'Choppo...' Is all you think about. Pressure overcomes you. As your body comes to peace. No pain. 'I'm not dead...I'm not dead...'