This is dedicated to one of my best friends Mili. She requested this and i will do the same for anyone else who requests. I really hope you enjoy this and I will warn you now, there might be triggers but I'm not sure. If this effects you, I'm really sorry and I hope you still read my stories. There is also some mature language. I'm sorry if I offend anyone. Please don't hate me!~Angelcake XxX
You have been dating T.O.P of BIGBANG for 2 years and today is your 2 year anniversary! You went to his dorm to see if he was there. He wasn't but GD, Taeyang and their girlfriends Cris and Angel were.
"Have you guys seen T.O.P today? It's our anniversary today." You said with a quiet but excited voice.
"He told us that he was going to yours to surprise you." Angel said and Taeyang tried covering her mouth to keep her quiet but it was too late.
"Aw! Jagiya~ it's not a surprise anymore!" he said snuggling up to Angel.
"Oppa~ I'm sorry! I love you." she said and Cris sat on Angel's lap while GD pulled Taeyang back to stop them from having a heated make out session... again...
"Aha! you guys are so funny! Thank you Angel you are the best. And thank you Cris and Jiyong for protecting my eyes!" you said while giggling because Angel was throwing a tantrum.
You were walking back to yours after going to the dorm straight after work. You got home within 10 minutes. You don't live that far away from their dorm and you live with Cris, Angel, Lucy, and Hyuna who are your best friends.
As you got to your front door, you got out your keys to unlock it but it was already unlocked. "Oh yeah T.O.P came round. DUH! Jeez I'm loosing it!"
You put your stuff down and walked to your room to get changed. You opened the door and T.O.P was there with nothing on... with Hyuna underneath him. You screamed at the top of your lungs and as T.O.P was putting on his boxers, you attacked Hyuna. You were scratching her and punching her. T.O.P tried pulling you off but you yelled in his face.
"DO I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?! JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE SEX WITH YOU, YOU HAVE SEX WITH THIS...THIS... SLUT!!!! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU COMPLETE JERK!" You slapped him round the face and kicked him in his balls. "And you," you started walking towards Hyuna and she flinched "pack your things and leave. I don't want to see your face anywhere near me again otherwise you will end up in hospital. Do you understand me?" She nodded quickly. You turned back to the man you once loved. "And to think, I was actually gonna fuck you tonight." You laughed and walked out of the room. You then saw Lucy walk in the front door.
"Remind me to burn my bed when those two come out." you said and broke down. You walked past a picture of you and T.O.P and threw it at the wall. You then ran out of the house.
A couple weeks had passed and you were sat in your bathroom, looking at a blunt, blood stained razor, a bloody knife and a pot of pills. You looked down at your arms, stomach and thighs. You could hear Cris and Lucy yelling at T.O.P who tried apologising again.
Angel was still trying to get into the bathroom and said "Y/N if you try to kill yourself I won't be able to forgive myself! I've been losing sleep because I'm always scared that if I go to sleep, I will wake up to find you dead. I've been in this position and I've done self harm. I have tried killing myself a few times but then I thought about the good things that I will be leaving. If you end your life, you will be leaving me,Cris, Lucy, your parents, your other friends and you will be leaving the guy who loves you and I know you love him too! I know you didn't want me too but I told him about what you have been doing and he will be here in a minute. I'm sorry but I've done all I can!" you hear Angel breaking down on the other side of the door "if you cut yourself even more, I will too."
Angel left to go to the kitchen and you could hear Taeyang trying to stop her.
"You're here! She is in the bathroom. Hurry! Please save her!" Angel screamed.
You could hear running and then a thud on the door. "Ouch!" you opened the door to se Baekhyun on the floor.
"Did you run into the door again?" you said, forgetting all the cuts on your body and that you were only in shorts and a bra to cut yourself. Baekhyun pulled you into a hug, getting his clothes stained by your blood. You can see that in the kitchen there was Angel lead on the floor unconscious from having a panic attack. You then realise how much of an impact you have on people's lives.
"I will show you just how much you mean to me!!" Baekhyun said while looking into your eyes. He didn't give you time to reply and attacked your lips with his. They were so soft. After a few seconds you felt something move along your bottom lip and it was his tongue asking for entrance. You teased him and denied. He got a little frustrated by this and have your butt a hard smack making you gasp. He took the opportunity to stick his tongue in your mouth.
After a few minutes, you pulled away because you thought that your cuts would change his mind. "I love you and I don't care about the cuts. As long as you don't do it again, I will be happy and you will too! I will never leave you. Wether you have scars, you gain weight or anything else happens to you, as long as you are alive and happy, I am too. Please, don't do this again." you looked into his eyes and nodded slightly.
You looked behind him to see where everyone was and Angel was holding a piece of paper that said "You know you love him and that he loves you! YOU SAID IT BEFORE THAT YOU WANT TO FUCK HIM!!! If you are ready, do it now! Don't feel pressured its up to you. XxX" then Cris read it and hit Angel's head... well damn...
Here goes nothing...
"Baekhyun, I love you and I want to get closer to you."
"I have been waiting for ages to hear that. How can we get any closer than we are right now?" You gave him 'the look' and he finally understood. "OOHH!!! I get it now!!!" You started giggling at him and you have Angel a slight nod to give her the hint. She started jumping up and down and dragged everyone out of the house and ran back to you.
"Please remember that you have a huge impact on loads of people's lives and never do this again." She said while pointing to your cuts. "Please."
Angel gave you a hug and gave Baekhyun a condom and whispered to him "There are more in my bedside draw for when Taeyang needs them but you can use some and if you need ones that are smaller than XL, T.O.P left smaller ones behind by accident. "
Angel then left and Baekhyun lead you too your bedroom. He pushed you on the bed and started kissing down your neck, cuts on your arms, then the ones on your stomach and then the ones on your thighs. he stops at your shorts and looks up at you.
"You mean the world to me and I will show you that if you let me." You nodded and he pulled down your shorts. He leaned in to whisper in your ear "I'm so lucky to be your love. And you can call me whatever you want but I want you to call me daddy. You are my precious little girl and I will protect you from anything. Are you ready?" he growled in your ear and you nodded.
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I hope you guys enjoyed this one and again I'm sorry if I offended anyone!! I'm taking requests because I'm having trouble coming up with ideas!!
