Emilees POV

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Flashback ''couple years ago"
I was standing next to my best friend Blake out side camp. We were on patrol for the evening. Cameron my boyfriend walked up to us and smiled.
"Evening. May I steal you for a minute Madisen?" He asked and held out his free hand his other holding his gun. I took it and walked away with him.he got down on one knee still holding my hands.
"Madisen I want to marry you here just I case one of us doesn't make it." He said. A tear fell from my eyes.
"I would love to but let's wait till we are both back that way we have something to keep us both going." I said as he nodded and got up he went to walk away but I pulled him in and kissed him lightly. When I pulled away he smiled. I smiled back and he went back to his post.
I walked back to Blake.
"When are you going to tell him?" She asked. I looked at her in confusion.
"Tell him what?" I asked shaking my head.
"That your pregnant." She stated as if it was obvious. I didn't tell him because I knew he would have made me stay home but believe it or not I actually enjoy the adrenalin that it gives me when I come out here.
"You are putting a baby's life in danger by being here! You are looking out not just for your self anymore!" She almost yelled but didn't want to pull attention to our conversation. I looked down and bit my lip. A look of realization washed over her in raged features.
"Your...... Having twins..... A-aren't you?" She said replace ing the look of anger with one of sadness.
"I-I'm not ready to be a mother. I ran from the one person who I thought would be my mother forever because I was scared! How am I supposed to mother my own with out running?" I asked holding back tears but all of a sudden there was a ring of shots.
"Bam, dddddduh bam ddddddduh"
We ran with our guns ready and our helmets fixed. What we saw when we rounded the corner made my heart break. There was Cameron with a gun to his head and him on his knees with a blank face expression. I raised my gun and shot the man with the gun but was to late the man had pulled the trigger right before I did. They both slumped to the ground. I wanted to run but had to shoot anyone that wasn't on my side. Max must have heard it because she jumped down from a ledge landing and biting one while Blake and I were taking care of the others. Where the hell was the others? Just then I heard a yelped scream and imedieatlly knew it was Max. When the firing died down I ran over to see Max with a shot wound in her back leg. Then I remembered Cameron. I ran over to him and kneeled down. I pulled off his helmet and saw that the bullet went in right above his left brow. I brushed his face and started to sob.
"No! No no no! Don't go! We are supposed to marry! Cameron I'm pregnant! With twins their yours! Baby please come back to me!" I screamed harder. I looked around to see that more of the enemy saw and heard what just happened. A man walked over but I was angry and sad and pregnant and had a gun. That's not a good combination. Well for them anyways. I pulled my gun up and shot him and a few others the I got up and tried to drag Cameron back away before he could get shot more. But as I didn't see the man behind me there was three shots fired. One in my calf the other up my thigh the third in my hip. I fell to my knees with a thud. Then there was one last shot. That one was the one I wished they didn't make. It went right into my side. And went into my womb. My babies... That was the last thing I thought before I blacked out.
"End of flashback"
I was jerked from my thoughts to the noise of an engine out side Turners cabin. I was sitting at the kitchen island drinking water trying to clear my head. When it turned of I went to the back yard. It was probably Blake coming to check on me.
I went out the screen door with Max that had a ball in her mouth. I bent down to her level and held out my hand. She dropped the ball in it then backed up and whined for me to throw it.
I chucked it across the back yard and whatched as she ran to catch it. I heard the screen door open but payed no attention.
Max came running back and dropped it right I front of me. I picked it up and rubbed her head. Her tongue was going a hundred miles per hour as she panted.
I stood up and threw it again but this time with all the force and anger I had in my body. I heard a whistle come from behind me but that wasn't Blakes or Turners.  I just stood there watching Max chase the ball up the small hill and over.
"You had to throw it far." She said. It was Lana. I closed my eyes and looked down but refused to look back.
"It's fine if you don't want to look I understand. Blake told me all that has happened to you sense she's known you. How far along were you?" Her voice breaking. A tear rolled down my cheek I quickly wiped it away.
"About a month and a half." I whispered but she caught it.
"I'm so sorry." She whispered back.
I couldn't take it anymore. I slowly turned around. I looked her straight in the eyes.
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Lanas POV
She turned around and looked me straight in the eyes she took out her contacts but I learned that her eyes are a blue gray when she's sad and has been crying. I looked into her eyes I saw every single pain she felt saw every heart break saw every time she put her walls so high so she wasn't hurt again. I couldn't hold my tears back. I gave her a weak smile she just staired at me with tears streaming down her face.
"Can I hug you?" I whispered. Her dog Max? Max came running back and stopped right behind her legs and cocked her head and looked at me. I looked back to Emilee and saw her nod briefly.
I walked over to her and she quickly gave me a hug. I raped my arms around her shoulders and we just held each other sobbing.
After what felt like a few seconds which was really and hour it was getting dark.
She pulled away and and grabbed my hands. She smiled weakly.
"Are you..... Do you want to stay for dinner?" She asked looking at our hands then back to me.
"Yes I would love to." I said looking at our hands. She looked down and saw that Max had fallen asleep at our feet. She gave a little chuckle then nudged her with her foot. She looked up and perked up her ears.
"C'mon lets go inside." Max shot up and ran to the door waging her tail. I almost thought it was going to fall off.
Emilee opened the door and Max bolted to a dog bed near the stares.
Emilee walked into the kitchen and got out some chilies and chicken and some other ingredients. I sat at the kitchen island and furrowed my eye brows.
"What are you making?" I folded my arms over the top.
She turned around and smiled wide showing off her teeth.
"A dish my mom used to make." She said and put the chicken in a pot of water then put it on the stove.
"And what might that be dear?" I said and smiled at the way she was almost dancing around.
"White chili." She stated then fist bumped the air.
"White chili? Doesn't chili have hamburger?" I was so lost.
"It's not really chili chili it has pinto beans chilis and chicken and a couple other ingredients." She guestured towards the counter full of supply's.
"I'm looking forward to it." I smiled then my phone rang. I pulled it out of my pocket. It was Jen. I forgot to call her an hour ago. I slid it to answer.
"Hey sorry things got.... Emotional." I bit my lip.
"That's ok baby I just was worried."
"I know I'm actually with Emilee right now." "Really!? That's great! I'll let you get back to talking. Call me before you go to bed." "Ok baby I love you!" "Love you too!" The line went died I knew Emilee listened to the whole thing but that was ok. She came over and sat next to me.
" I saw all the stuff about you and Jen. I'm happy for you. By the way I also saw all the stuff on the media about how you knew I was reading it and to just come home. I'm sorry I was scared."she said taking in a shaky breath. I smiled and set my left and on top of her right. She looked at my hand. I reached over with my right and brought her chin up to look in her eyes. They changed to a pretty shade of dark blue. I smiled. She took her chin off my hand and got up. I scrunched my eye brows. There it was her walls went straight up. For a moment there they were coming down. She went over to the boiling chicken and turned it down while stirring it. Finally she turned it off and poured it into a strainer in the sink next to her. She then got out a beater and plugged it in. She poured the chicken back into the pot and beet Ed the chicken till it was shredded. She then opened the bean cans and strained them she put it in with the chicken. She put in a couple more ingredients, then walked to a cabinet and grabbed to wine glasses. I pulled my head back.
"You drink wine?" I asked totally confused. She smirked.
"No I just thought it would be fun to grape juice in wine glasses." She shrugged then went to the fridge and grabbed grape juice.
"You weren't kidding!" I chuckled and held my glass up for her to pour some in. After we both had our glasses she walked back over to the pot and stirred it.
"Mmhmmm.... That smells so good!" I wasn't lieing either! It smelled so delicious I have never smelled anything like it before! She smiled a little.
"You'll have to try it with chips." She held up a bag of tortilla chips.
"Ooo.. Let's !!" I was really glad that she was happy about this dinner.

I'm so happy with this story!!

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