The lost girl

Bye dad...

( hey guys! So this chapter gets sad and emotional.. So enjoy!)

After that girl got detention... Life wasn't that good to me... After class was over I walk to my locker to grab my books I sigh. I unlock my lock and open my locker. I had shaving cream filled to my top of my locker! I gasp as it all falls onto me and the floor, I had detention for making mess in the halls, after school I meet Abbey and snuck out with her on the bus skipping the detention. I sigh and feel guilty for skipping, I had felt as if they were gonna point it out to the whole bus saying I had detention. My sister sat in the front and I wondered to the back, with all the "badass" kids. I roll my eyes at the things they say and they tease me about how I never sat back there. I told them how I skipped detention, and they shut up and started including me in the conversation, then they started talking about the senior who I beat up. And said things like 'I'm gonna kill that freshmen' the others agreed. I gulped but stayed quiet. I felt my face getting hot and I sat in my seat keeping my head down. After what seemed like hours my stop came, and I quickly got off, with my sister. I saw the kids in the back seat wave and say goodbye to me. I felt welcome. I turn around and start walking back to my house with abbey. She glared at me, and then I looked at her "what!?" I asked and rose an eyebrow when she glared. She rolled her eyes, I heard her say "You know what." And continued to walk. She kept her head low, and we finally arrived at our house. I knew why she was mad at me... But I acted as if I didn't. I walked inside and found my mother crying on the stairs and I run to her. My dad was in the army at the time. I sat next to her and rubbed her back. "Mom what's wrong?" I ask trying to make her calm. She cried harder trying to talk. Abbey was still mad at me but ran to mom too. She also rubbed moms back. I got her some tissues and she used them. When she was finally done, I ask. "Mom why were you crying?" I ask my eyes were soft. "Your father is dead." She replied and sniffled. I stood still for a moment. I looked at her like she was joking. Abbey heard the words. She started to ball and scream and kick and cry harder and harder. I run to my room and jump on my bed. I Barrie myself with pillows and cry harder then I ever have. I said a prayer and started looking threw photos of me and my WHOLE family. My dad completed us... And now he was gone. I cried and held my head. "I'll miss you daddy" I say with tears in my eyes and on my cheeks, and on my desk. Some on the pictures. I fall asleep crying, it felt good to get the emotions out, but I felt so depressed. I fell asleep with the pictures all around me and tears on my cheeks. I had a dream that my dad was in a better place (dead) and god and him were watching over us, and protecting us. Like he always had...