Simple girl, as millions in that town. Overtanned in solarium and covered with tons of cosmetics. Painted awful hair, hanging as oakum and expensive clothes, which make her look cheaper. Typical. Face expression - eversad, trying to make others paying attention to her. It shows just like "Im ugly, worthless, sad, madawfulidiotstupidandandandand : (. Why nobody cares? т_т. Okay, i will cut my wrists cas im worthlessdefectivefuckish :c. What? Still nobody cares? I will hang on the tree т_т. Dafuq? Why nobody cares, i cant cope with it anymore, i need to kill myself ;'c." Endless.
Oh, baby, listen to me. You want to cut your wrists? Well, now listen and imagine. You sit in a bathroom, in warm water with a blade in your hand. Of course you are crying :"C, cas everybody should know that you want to escape that idiotic world, cas your mother didnt buy you new IPhone. Or in a store you couldnt buy yourself alcohol or cigarettes, yeah, its really suck. But only in your mind ; ) Nonono, it is so banal/cheap/uninteresting/too much quiet/simple way to kill yourself for you. Every newspaper should write about your death! Everybody should cry! And dying in the bathroom won't be visible, and mommy can come and see :c
Okay, cutie, let it be as you want. You are sitting in the forest, full of ants, cockroaches and other cute creatures ; ). You have a knife in your hand. Big, worth maniac's hand, stolen from kitchen when mom wasnt there. Nice, you are ready to escape from that fuckish world. And now everyone will see!
Well, the knife cuts your skin. You are screaming enormously. It cuts your veins and arteries. You pray for stopping it. Too late, baby. You wanted - you got. Pure red blood gushes from your veins, and maroon blood calmly flows from arteries. Gorgeus picture, dont you think so?
Your body lays at the puddle of blood, flies swirl in it, cockroaches and ants are eating your skin, ants's larvaes drink your blood. Your flesh rots and decomposes, dissolves in the forest's air, so soon wolves and foxes will come to feast some fresh meat. In a year young oak can grow in your head, it would be so fertile place to grow at c: Pretty picture.
Nice, dont you find? Now you are walking and trying to make people paying attention to you. Keep it, i want to see you in some years.
