Alone (Jikook Fanfic)

A new start?

Now 6 years later; March 1 , 2014 i'm now 16 years and my sister is 15. We were finally put into a foster home that we've been in for more than a month. I believed this one would be our last one and we wouldn't have to worry about being moved again anymore, but i know i shouldn't get my hopes up. Since we've been in the new house we were being home schooled , but our foster parents decided to put us into school since its what we wanted and they wanted us to live our lives to the fullest like normal teenagers would.

"Ah Jungkook come on! you're gonna make us late" my sister whined.

it was the first day of school my sister was so excited to go unlike me i wasn't ready to go back. i continued writing in my journal until i was rudely interrupted by my sister again. she grabbed my journal out of my hand tossing it aside.

"come on, stop writing in this lame journal of yours"

i looked at her and shook my head she's the one that convinced me to start writing in this thing because she thought it would help me with letting out my feelings , but now she thinks its lame?

i laughed at her words and said "Minji weren't you the one that suggested for me to write in this 'lame' journal"

she looked over at me scratching the back of her head nervously and just smiled. "oh i did, didn't i?" she laughed. I shook my head and pinched her cheeks. Me and my sister have always been close never once has she left my side so this whole going to school thing i felt like it was a bad idea since we'd be separated all the time , but of course she was able to convince me into thinking she'd be okay and nothing bad or wrong would happen to her. i'm hoping what she says is true because i don't want to see her hurting ever again.

i got up and quickly got ready because if not i would never hear the end of her whining. once i was done i picked up my bag ready to go then suddenly felt a tug on my arm, she was trying to pull me forcing me to hurry downstairs so we could leave. i laughed at her cuteness and began walking.

"why do you always take so long! i'm gonna be so late now" she whined.

i ignored her and continued to make my way downstairs. We were always the last ones to leave the house and she would always blame me. As we walked to school i would glance over at her making sure she was still next to me and okay, but i noticed every time i would glance over at her she would be smiling at her phone. what was making her smile so much? who was making her smile so much? it better not be a boy!

"who are you talking to?" i said as i scooted closer to her trying to get a peek at her phone. she put her phone to her chest telling me to get away and quit being nosey. she quickly ran ahead leaving me behind. I do want her to live a good life and do what she wants to do , but i'm just too afraid to let her date anyone. what if someone tries to do exactly what our father attempted to do to her?

Once we arrived at school she ran off to go make some friends. i smiled as she ran off; i'm glad shes able to be happy now. As i looked around observing the things around me I seen so many people unlike Minji i wasn't the type of person to make friends so easily or to communicate with anyone. I liked to be by myself; i always felt like letting people into your life wasn't a good thing because all they'll do is cause you pain and make you weak. All i really need is Minji.

As I made my way to my class i would see people hugging and greeting each other as they see their friends again. i sighed and kept walking trying to ignore everything going on around me. when i got to my first class i sat down in any seat then took out my journal beginning to write in it.

March 1 , 2015

       Today is the first day of school. Minji seems happy to be attending school again. i'm happy for her and glad she's finally able to be happy that's all i want for her. I want to see her happy from now on i never want to see her hurting again.

As usual i'm not happy to be back in school. I never really liked school i mean i could drop out if i wanted to , but i can't i have to be here and make sure nothing happens to Minji; I have to protect her no matter what......

"hey you must be new here"

Suddenly i was interrupted i looked up to see who it was and seen a boy standing in front of me. I looked around to make sure he was actually talking to me. Seeing as there was no one around he really must be talking to me.

"Yes i'm talking to you" he laughed

i looked back down and said nothing , but continued writing in my journal. i heard the sound of the chair moving and when i looked back up i seen him sitting in front of me, looking at me. why didn't he just go away? isn't it obvious i don't want to talk to him?

"i'm Park Jimin , whats your name?" he smiled

"Look, I know you're just trying to be nice , but i didn't come here to make friends or get to know anyone. I'm here for my sister she's the only reason why i even attend school still. Now please just go away there's no point in getting to know me anyways because i'll probably be gone before you can even remember my name"

when i looked at him he just sat there staring at me not even saying one word. Has he still not gotten the point that i want him to go away?

He sighed , "i know deep down you do want friends , you do want to be here , you're just too afraid to let anyone in because of things that happened in the past. You can't keep living in the past you'll never get anywhere or anything done like that"

I just stared at him unable to get any words out. Maybe he was right , but then maybe he was wrong? Suddenly he got up , pushed in the chair and left to another seat. As the bell rang I closed my journal placing it back in my bag and let out a sigh. I wonder what Minji was doing right now. I looked over at Jimin then at the teacher he was so focused on the lesson. I chuckled as his eyes quickly went from the board to his papers.
Unlike most people in the class concentrated and focused on the lesson, I put my head down deciding to take a little nap.

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"Hey, Wake up."
Is all i hear as i shoved the person's hand off my back , but once I realized I was in school I quickly sat up and apologized. When I turned to face the person I seen it was Jimin.

"You do know you slept through the whole class right?" He said

I looked around and seen we were the only ones left in the class. Where was everyone ? Was it lunch time already? How long was the class?

"You look confused. Is everything okay?" he asked

i nodded as i got up gathering my belongings and putting them into my bag.

"I have to go find Minji I can't leave her all alone." I mumbled.

As i made my way out of the class i could hear Jimin following after me. Why hasn't he left yet? has he still not got it through his head?

"You still haven't told me your name. Are you not going to tell me?"

i stopped and looked back at him. maybe i should just tell him so he can leave me alone. i sighed and took a deep breath

" Jeon Jungkook, thats my name. " i yelled as i ran off.