Staring at the burning tip of my cig,
My lifespan smoking away,
Yet feeling so peaceful
Just like when she was around,
I see now why i'd choose it
Over you.
Unlike the butterflies in my tummy,
My beating heart,
All the smiles i let you put on my face,
And unlike love,
It always stays true to its words
And never lets me wondering
If it,
Despite all this comfort,
Will be the death of me...
