The Broken Ones

Chapter 9

Chapter 9- Reagan's p.o.v.

As I woke up I gasped for breath. While sitting up, I looked around wide-eyed. Another nightmare. I groaned and put my head in my hands. Memories from my past came washing over me, along with what happened last night. Also what could have happened last night if Zayn and Liam didn't come.

I felt tears start to fall down my face as all these horrible memories and emotions came upon me. Something stirred next to me and I slightly jumped and looked over near the end of the bed.

"Zayn?" I whispered unsure. He looked at me, slightly in a daze. What was he doing here? Oh yeah, I had asked him to stay... I guess he fell asleep. I turned my head and looked over at Neveah. She was sound asleep and Liam next to her, like sleeping while sitting up.

"Reagan? Wha... What are you doing up? It's like 5 in the morning..." Zayn said sleepily and crawled over to my side. "Are you..? Are you crying?" he suddenly asked me. I looked at him as I brought my hands to my face. It felt wet. Shit! I didn't realize I was still crying.

I freaked out and turned my head away from him. He didn't need to see nor know why I am like this. He put one of his hands on mine. I jumped at his touch.

"Are you okay?" he asked me in a serious tone. I feel like I can trust him, and could just break down in his arms, but I just can't.

"Yeah, of course I am!" I told him as I started to get out of bed. "I just have to... Go pee! Yeah," then I stood up and fast-walked into the bathroom and shut the door.

I had my back pressed against the door and shut my eyes, tears still flowing out.

"Reagan?" I heard Neveah's voice.

"What's going on?" Liam asked.

"I don't know..." I heard Zayn reply.

"Hey Rea, you okay?" Neveah asked me.

It felt so weird having people crowded around the door and talk to me. What if I really was going to the bathroom?! Sheesh.

I took a deep breath and then answered. "Yeah, just not feeling too well..." I paused for a moment. "Could you guys just leave?" I asked quietly.

I heard some talking and then a door shut. I turned to the mirror and looked at my reflection. Thinking of every bad thing that has ever been said about or to me, I stared into the mirror in disgust as I agree with every single one of them. Ugly, stupid, selfish, childish, slut, bitch. 'I'm good for nothing. Stupid Useless. Worthless.' I clenched my fist and closed my eyes tightly as I thought about everything.

There was a knock on the door. "Rea? I got the guys to leave... Oh, and Zayn told me to tell you to call him when you're feeling better. He left you his number..." Neveah voice came. I opened up the door and looked at her.

When she saw me she gasped and then instantly hugged me.

"Rea! Why are you crying?" she asked me. I shrugged as I continued to sob. "Another emotional break down?" she asked me softly. I nodded my head. She rubbed my back and then stepped back and looked me over.

"I think you need a girls day out." she said and then went over to her phone that was on the charger.

Neveah's p.o.v.

I woke up to the sound of a door shutting loudly. My eyes snapped open and I looked around, slightly in a panic. Liam was sitting up and looking around. We both looked over at Zayn questioningly and he shrugged. We all got up and walked over to the bathroom.

"Reagan?" I asked trying to get her to talk.

"What's going on?" Liam asked.

"I don't know." Zayn replied