Hello.. My name is Amy, I'm 15 years old. I'm from USA. I think my life is horrible.
I don't have any real friends and my BFF was steal by a girl named Liza.I don't know if it is my fault but I know she didn't wanted to be my friend...I have a "sister", her name is Cary.. I know she cares about me ... I love her... I had a sister but she died at 1 year... I was very sad when I heard that..
One year ago I had a boyfriend ... He said that he love me but that was a lie... I know that he is an asshole but I loved him very much... He is in love with a girl now...
I cut myself when I broke with him because I loved him... I met a guy named Michael .. I knew everything about him... He told me that he is going to move in other country.. we were face to face... I kept inside and I didn't cry ... I wanted to die ... I don't know why is this life like this with me but I know something ... I have a family who love me and I love them <3
I mean like... I sometimes think like: "When should I die?" , "Am I real?" , "Can I die today?".. I know this is bad but I don't know why I am thinking like this but this is my mind... At the age of 9 I started listening to rock music and this is good because I'm a little bit happy when I'm listening this... "Nobody understand me"... "I'm a little and invisible girl"... "I don't have any friends" .... "I'm forever alone"... Maybe I can have just two friends ... My dogs... I love them <3
