Today, Shawn invited some of his friends over for pizza and movies. It was supposed to be a reunion type thing, but only a few could come. After you got ready, you went down stairs and saw Cameron, Nash, Jack and Jack, and Hayes even tagged along too. You weren't that close to Jack and Jack, but you and Hayes got to know each other well.
When you walked down, they all tackled you with hugs, since it's been a long time.
Shawn turned off all of the lights and put on a movie. You sat next to Shawn and Hayes.
"Where's the pizza?" You whined.
Shawn laughed. "It'll be here."
When the pizza finally got here, you grabbed the plates and handed them out to everyone.
You ended up eating almost 4 pieces. Shawn looked at you.
"What?" You laughed.
"Hey Y/N?" Shawn said putting his hand on your thigh.
"Hmm?" You say turning to him.
"Go get us something to drink."
"Kk." You say getting up.
You walk into the kitchen, but you can't help being nosy. You listen in on their convo.
"Guys." You heard him say.
"What's up dude?" Cameron asked.
"It's Y/N.." Shawn said.
"What about her?" Hayes asked concerned.
"She's been eating more than me, and she's kinda starting to gain." He confesses.
Your heart drops.
"Man dude." Jack G said.
"I wish she'd just go to the gym with me, but she's soo lazy." Shawn said, snickering with the guys.
"Have you tried talking to her?" Cameron asked.
"No. I don't want to hurt her feelings." Shawn said.
Tears were already brimming in your eyes.
"I just wish I had one of those super hot model girlfriends, with the really nice bodies. At least they care." Shawn laughed, and the guys laughed too.
By now, you've heard enough. You wipe your tears and start to pour the drinks. You pretend that you didn't hear a thing. Instead of soda, you put water in the cup for you.
You walk in and it's very stiff. Everyone is looking at you and fake coughing, some with small smirks on their faces. You put the drinks down and they start the movie back up.
"I'll be right back." You say. You go straight into the bathroom. You stared at your body. No you didn't have a thigh gap, you never really did. You did seem to look a little on the bloated side lately though. You had boobs and a butt, so why is he complaining?
You couldn't even believe Shawn, and his friends would say something like that.
You walk back into the living room and sit next to him. You just sit there until the guys leave. Once they do, you say your goodbyes and go upstairs.
"Baby. Where are you going?" Shawn asked.
"To bed." You say.
"Can I come?" Shawn asked.
You shrugged your shoulders and slam the door.
Shawn's POV
Y/N has been acting weird since the guys left. I really hope she didn't hear what we said. I swear I didn't mean it.
Your POV
Shawn came in and laid beside you and began to wrap his arms around you.
"No stop." You said.
He lets go. "What?"
"All my fat will suck you in."
Shawn goes numb.
After you said that, you felt like you wanted to cry again.
"Baby. Look at me." Shawn said.
"No." You said.
He groaned and turned your head.
"Baby girl, I'm sorry. You are absolutely perfect. I'd have to be blind to mean other wise. I love you so much and I never meant what I said at all. Please forgive me?" Shawn said.
You saw the regret in his eyes.
"I love you too." You said hugging him.
You had now forgotten about it and just stayed in shawn's arms until sunrise.
