Suck my cockiness
Lick my persuasion
Eat my poison
And swallow your pride down, down
Place my wants and needs
Over your resistance
And then you come around
You come around
You come around
- Rihanna
Roc pov
ok so today is Diggy's party and it is turn up, lot of girls twerking and grinding on me make me believe I'm in ass heaven. Everyone is having a good time except for Prod, I guess because of what happen to him and Yn. I do feel kinda bad for him but I mostly feel bad for Yn . Yeah I know your Probably saying "oh my god I cant believe it Roc feels bad for Yn" ok yes and I really mean it I never knew that she was going through this all her life and it was because of me.
But anyways during the party I saw Cindy talking to Yn and I got to admit Yn do look hot and sexy and all.WAIT! WHAT AM I SAYING! Yn is Yn, the same nerd that I always known. She's just ugly, hideous...hot, sexy, beautiful. ah fuck it I'll admit it I do have feelings for her, I just never had the balls to tell her. I don't know why I bully her, I turned everyone against her even her own brother. Now if I tell her how I felt she would hate me forever.
Sooner diggy walked up to us holding hands with Cindy and the rest of the girls came.
Diggy: yo wussup guys
Everyone/Diggy: sup
Diggy: Yall like the party
Everyone/diggy: hell yeah
Ray: this party is hot
Kat: I know right
Roc: (nodding in agreement taking a sip a vodka)
YN: drinking isn't safe
Roc: (rolls eyes) and like Igaf
YN: (sighs and fold arms)
Awkward silence then red nose came on everyone went crazy and started dancing except Yn (end of pov)
YN pov
soon as red nose came on everyone but me started to dance. I walked to the bar and asked for a lemonade. while I waited for my drink I looked around and watched people dancing, I then saw Mia dancing with some boy smirking at Princeton wich is making him jealous so he grabbed a random girl and started dancing with her wich made her jealous. I laughed because knowing they like each other, I mean just dance with each other. Then I looked at Prod dancing with Kat he looked alittle happy but I know he feel guilty because of what happened but him and Kat looked cute together but Kat says their just best friends... ummmm no. I then saw Cindy, Diggy, Seria, and Jacob just chilling taking a break from dancing. the bartender gave me my drink I took a sip of and let the sweetness tingle on my tongue, soon felt someone tap my shoulder I turned and saw roc, I rolled my eyes.
YN: what roc (annoyed)
Roc: I just came to say hi
YN: Hi (sarcastically)
Roc: why aren't you dancing?
YN: I don't dance
Roc: why not?
YN: because
Roc: because what?
YN: just because
Roc: I'm not gonna stop until you give me a really reason why
YN:(breathes heavily) because I remember when I was in 8 I had this ballet recital and my brother brought some friends and ONE of them told me I couldn't dance. I wonder if anyone remembers that
Roc: (remembers)
Flashback
Febuary 12th 2005
After performance
YN ran to her parents in her pink ballerina tutu
YN: MOM, DADDY HOW DID I DO
Mom: you did great sweetie
YN: (smiles) thanks mom
Dad: yeah we should put you in dance more often
YN:(cheesing) thanks daddy (runs over to prod and the boys)
YN: CRAIG, did you guys like it
Craig: I liked it
Rayan: meto you should try krumping
YN: whats krumping?
Rayan: i'll show show you soon
Jacob: you were great you should join the dance class I attended
YN: cool daddy was just telling me about that ( looks at roc) Chresanto what you think
Chres: I thought it was stupid, you cant even dance wasted my time being here
Craig: Chres! Yn don't listen to him he's just(gco)
YN: its ok prod. (looks at roc) sorry I wasted your time Chres (looks down and walk to her parents)
End of Flashback
Roc: oh
YN:(puts drink down and turns away)
Roc: (quickly puts something in drink)
Roc: well could just dance with me for just this time
YN: I don't know I might waste your time again
Roc: come on that was in the past let it go
YN:(looks at him) well I guess (finish drinking)
Roc: (evilly smirks) ready
YN: yup
Next morning
I started to wake up then realized I wasn't in my bed. I then herd someone walking in the room I looked and saw, ROC!
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