IT Started With The Bad Boy.

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Great.

We were on our plane to head back to Canada as I was looking out the tiny window before I turned to see if conner was sitting beside me but instead it was Blair.

"Hey Stella, are you going to prom?" She asked.

"I don't know Blair if I would go it would be a girls night hopefully" I said.

"I was gonna say that but you took those words out of my mouth" she said. She just chuckles and I chuckle as well.

Soon enough our plane landed before we got our suitcases and we all walked towards our cars.

I parked my car beside Conner's before we left and now when I got in my car I looked over at his car and saw him deep in thoughts.

I made my car alive and started to drive onto the road.

Once I got home I saw Ed's car parked in my spot so I parked on the side of the road before I walked in side as I made my way to my room.

I opened up my suit case and pulled out Conners gift he gave me and I hung it beside my desk so I look at it from my bed.

Suddenly I heard my balcony doors open into which I saw Conner walking in and sitting in the pink chair he likes.

Still a true man.

"Hey" I said. I turned around to see him smiling.

"I see you hanging it now" he said.

Should I ask him if he is going to prom but I kinda don't want to since we are on a break and I'm still sorting things out.

"Are you going to prom?" I asked.

He looked at me and ruffled his hair with his hands.

"Not sure but if I do I might go with the guys" he said.

"Oh okay well I was thinking I might go with Blair and Taylor" I said.

Prom is like two months away and such but I want to go with him and I know he wants to go with me but he knows I'm still sorting things out.

"I'm gonna go my mom calling me" he said. With out another word he left my room and closed my balcony doors before I plopped myself onto my bed.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and went to my gallery before I started to look at the pictures I took when I was at the water.

They were all beautiful then a second later I found one of me and conner on the deck's couch as we were making funny faces as he took the picture.

'Now here we are so close'

'So far haven't it passed the test'

'When will you realize that baby I'm not like the rest'

'Don't I want to break your heart'

'I want to give your heart a break'

I sang those words over and over until I broke out crying with sobs escaping from my month.

What have I done?.

I love him so much and I just screwed it up but I'm still sorting things out.

Conner of out of all people I trust so much.

'When your lips touch my lips'

'Then our hearts beats one'

'Then you slips out of my finger tips'

I whispered.

I sat up and got off of my bed before I grabbed my jacket on my way out of my room as I slipped it on as I went opened up the front door and shut it quickly as I ran to the chapel.

Once I reached the chapel, I walked inside and noticed that there was a priest that looked in his early 40's or 50's sitting there in the front row so I decided to join him.

"Hello miss, you seem upset" the priest said.

I nodded my head as I held my face in my hands.

"Oh don't cry, would you like to tell me what's wrong?" He asked.

"I screwed up everything" I said.

I started to cry into my hands before I felt the priest rubbing my back.

"How?" He asked.

"I went to Hawaii with my friends and my boy friend then I caught my boyfriend kissing one of my friends so now we are on a break and I'm sorting things out in my head right now then he said he'll wait for me even it took weeks, months, or years" I cried.

  "The best thing to do is let it take time and the courses will change with a positive attitude in the air and the time will come for you two, of course let everything sort it out for you dear" the man said.

I looked up at the priest and gave him a small smile.

"What's your name darling?" He asked.

"Stella" I said.

The priest leaned into me and whipped my tears with his tumps and sat back with his arm resting on the prews.

"What a beautiful name for a beautiful girl" he said.

I whipped my nose and nodded at him.

"Thank you, this is a beautiful chapel father" I said.

"Why thank you, I build this when I was younger but you should be heading right back home Stella, its getting late out" the priest said.

"Thank you father for the advice and it was nice meeting you" I said.

I walked to the chapel's door and gave father a smile.

"Stella?" He asked.

"Yes father?" I asked.

"Keep your head held high for me and everyone please" he said.

I nodded and without another word I walked outside and returned to aunt Maria's house.

Keep my head held high?.

Father is right. Things will get rough but soon it will get easy again and everything will get better between me and Conner. Hopefully.

I made it to my room before I took off my jacket and placed it on my desk chair and laid down in my bed again.

Keep my head held high.