As time passed, I became depressed. Nothing made me truly happy. Not even you. The dorky things you did couldn't make me smile like before. Whenever you'd ask me to have sex, I would fake everything. I didn't want to lose you. I hated feeling down all the time but I didn't know what I needed to change. I guess you noticed how down I was because you constantly asked me if I was okay. I must have been a great actor because you never pushed me to tell you the truth.
