Fate Like Fool ♚ BTS×LOVELYZ

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[ suga's POV ]

After the meeting with Bangtan, we head to our bedrooms. The members wished each other good night before going into their own room.

"Suga hyung, aren't you coming in?" Hoseok asks me after realizing that I'm still at the door. I shook my head and told him I'm gonna get some air first before sleeping.

Fixing my hair, I look down to my watch.

Why is she not coming down?

It's always at this time that Jiae will go to the park. If you ask why I know about that stuff is because I stalked her every night she went to the park.

Since I heard her sweet and captivating voice,

Since my lips landed on hers,

And since, my heart set up its place for Jiae.

We don't talked much since I kissed her that night. I guess she really hate me after all. I mean, what would be another reason for her to not talk to me?

We were alright before and I could talk to her comfortably...

But now, its all ruined because of my stupid rush action. She must hate me now. A lot.

Without me realizing, tears escape my eyes as I sob quietly. Weird, I'm not the type to cry easily. Yoo Jiae, looks like you have make me change huh?

"Yoongi?"

That voice...

I quickly lift my head up as our eyes meet. Her beautiful eyes have never fail to captivate me into her more. "Jiae? What are you doing here?" I ask, even though I already know the answer.

"I come out to get some air but what happened? Your eyes are swollen and red!" She says. Her right hand suddenly went up to my face and caressed my cheek. She softly wipes away the tears that were left to dry on its own from my cheek.

"I don't know what it is that make you cry but cheer up! Uri Min Yoongi is not weak right?" She says. Yeah, if only you know how much that's mean to me.

"Thanks for the comfort words, its help me a lot" I say and handed her a coffee. We are currently in the park, sitting at the exact same bench I first locked eyes with her.

"It's nothing and if you've ever have a hard time, why don't you ask for your members help? They could help to cheer you up" she says. From her tone of voice, I know she is worried. Her words waver a little while she was talking.

Suddenly, Jiae stands up from her seat before flashing me a smile and tell me that she's going back to the shared house.

No...

If I let Jiae turn her back on me once again, I might cannot get a hold of her anymore. I have been loving her for a long time. Secretly watching her from afar, now she is beside me. Yet I can't say my true feelings to her?

This is so unfair.

I'm not holding back anymore. Even if she doesn't like me back, I have to confess my feelings to her. About how much my love for her has grown deeper throughout the year, how her smile always melt my heart and how she changed the old me.

There's only one person who can do that,

"Yoo Jiae"

I'm calling your name.

She slowly turn her back to me and face me again. The confuse look on her face is really cute as she tilts her head to the side.

"Yes? What it is Yoongi-ah?" She asks.